so.
I suck, basically, but we knew that already, so it's fine.
I gave up on writing "just a dream".
I gave up on writing any Dan x Reader.
'Why?' you ask.
Well.
It's cheesy.
But I really fucking cannot imagine Daniel Howell with anyone other than Phil Lester.
That's right.
Phan partially destroyed my will to write.
Partially, of course.
i'm not even joking.
I don't even know how it came to this,
but
one night
I imagined Dan and Phil going their separate ways in order to start families,
and I ended up crying myself to sleep, because a) that thought is so fucking sad because their friendship (or whatever the hell it is) is honestly the only dynamic I want in life, and because, b) I was over-emotional due to the fact that is
I am female
I bleed once a month.
so.
I love you all.
Loads.
Thank you for your support.
And I'll continue to write on here, but no Dan x Reader, or Phil x Reader,
because that is how pathetically in love I am with the idea of Dan and Phil/Phil and Dan.
Tina x
Post Script
I've written Phan oneshots in my 'random' book, and I am currently working on a Phanfiction (set during Interactive Introverts) called 'Strangers', in case you're interested, haha.
And yes, I ship Phan, but I hope you believe me when I say that I would NEVER force it upon either of the involved parties. I do not watch Dan and Phil because PHAN CONTENT!1!1!1!1, but simply because they mean the world to me, both together and apart. I just ship it quietly, like a little girl sat in a corner, making her Barbie dolls kiss, if you catch my drift, ehehehehe.
much love.
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A Hundred Days | Dan Howell x Reader
Fanfiction"A hundred days..." "And you can't take it back". ♤ When Y/N decides it's time for a change of scenery, she/he/they head/s to the luminescent London to chase her/his/their dreams. However, without a plan, how can anything go to one? And while Y/N...
