Alcohol works as an antidepressant.
It's Wednesday.
I'm drunk.
Midweek drinking wow!
Intoxicated smiles hide my insecurities,
I do not feel worthy.
I do not feel attractive.
You can fake happiness with Payment you know...
I say I'll get this round and I'll pay for dinner.
Her smile completes me for a while.
she pays nothing.
This is not a date.
We are just friends.
In the morning I am left with a hangover and a reduced bank balance.
I can't help but feel used.
-XRAlcohol works as an antidepressant.
It's Wednesday.
I'm drunk.
Midweek drinking wow!
Intoxicated smiles hide my insecurities,
I do not feel worthy.
I do not feel attractive.
You can fake happiness with Payment you know...
I say I'll get this round and I'll pay for dinner.
Her smile completes me for a while.
she pays nothing.
This is not a date.
We are just friends.
In the morning I am left with a hangover and a reduced bank balance.
I can't help but feel used.
-XR
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PoezieI'm an 18 year old boy with Cerebral Palsy, depression and anxiety. I'm a British Hipster Punk Fuck who has dreams of happiness and independence. Living with my difficulties can be saddening and difficult so to cope I draw (follow my Instagram: ale...
