I wanna be yours

Arielle is back

****ALEX POV****

It's been nearly two months since her parents died. We stopped talking.I say "goodmorning" she says "goodmorning"- that's it. At first I thought the best idea is to let her alone. But I was so wrong. After we wake up, I make breakfast. But she doesn't eat. She has lost a lot of weight, and sireously I have no idea what I can do. She always says she's not hungry .

When I try to start a conversation she keeps saying "I'm okay Alex, I'm okay. Trust me. "But she is not okay. I have to do something.

**** LUNAS POV****

Alex versucht alles, wirklich alles. Aber ich bin kein Mensch der großen Worte, ich will mit niemanden über irgendwas reden. Ich liebe ihn, und ich weiß dass ich ihn unglücklich mache. Es mag übertrieben klingen, aber ich werd nie wieder normal sein. Und dass will ich Alex nicht antun. Dass hat er nicht verdient.

****ARIELLES POV****

I was surprised she called me. I was still in Los Angeles and I haven't heard of Alex and his "girlfriend". I don't understand what he wants from her. She doesn't even have an upcoming carrier or something. I'm a model and an actress. What is she ? She lives from his money and she has no job. I don't like her. But I'm happy she called me. I mean I had to play my little game again with Alex and her, I have to pretend that I'm crazy and that Alex made me crazy because he broke up with me. Of course it was my fault.

But I'm an actress I can pretend everything.

****LUNAS POV****

Wir treffen uns in einem Café. Sie kommt extra von LA und nimmt den Flug auf sich, trotz ihres Zustands.

"Hey Arielle" beginn ich als wir zusammen an einem kleinen Tisch im Café sitzen.

"Hey Luna, I'm so glad you called me!" sagt Arielle überschwänglich.

"Eh..Okay...At first how are you ?" frag ich sie vorsichtig .

"I'm not fine actually... I'm still not over Alex you know" So dumm es klingt, aber genau dass wollte ich hören.

"okay...so...this sounds probably totally stupid. But... Well, Alex loves me, and I love him, but... I can't explain it. I'm different since-" Ich breche kurz ab, Fang mich aber wieder.

"Okay, I don't...I don't deserve Alex. He's so kind and lovely, and trust me I truly love him, but he will never be lucky with me and-"

"What, wait. Do you want me to be his new girlfriend ?!" fragt sie und kurz scheint sie fies glücklich zu lächeln. Dass hab ich mir bestimmt nur eingebildet.

"No...maybe. I mean after I broke up with him, he needs someone you know"

Dass klang hart, viel zu hart. Ich seh schon jetzt sein Gesicht vor mir und es bricht mir das Herz. Aber Alex wird nie glücklich mit mir sein, ich bin ein Mädchen irgendwo aus Deutschland, ein bescheuerter Groupie ohne Job. Er wird ohne mich leben können. Er wird viel besser ohne mich leben können.

****ARIELLES POV****

whoa I didn't expect that. This stupid little bitch just asked me if I wanna be Alex' girlfriend. Easier than I thought.

"Okay...sure I'm actually really surprised you asked me that.. But how do you want to break up with him?" I asked her as shy as possible.

"I can't tell him the truth. I can't tell him that I'm not good for him, or that he will be never happy with me. I have to tell him something else, otherwise he won't let me go"

"yeah, you're right. You should cheat on him" I hope this wasn't too much.

"What?!"

"No, not what you think. You just pretend to cheat on him, and I make photos and I send him the pictures. Pretty simple. "

It's so easy. Finally I get Alex back- finally. The game was worth it.