The first time

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Im looking at his number in my phone, do i call ? or wait, how long should i wait, hang on why am i calling him, i don't like him, do i ? no he is arrogant and full of me me and me , but then a voice in my head says yes but he apologised, i think he has an ego the voice says he gave you a lift home ,,,,

 I ring but it goes straight to voice mail so i leave a message this is stupid why do i want to hang out with him ? 

My phone starts ringing omg why am i acting like a teenager with a crush  ? i ignore it, and it rings again so i answer it and its Zak and he wants me to come round to his house to watch a DVD ?  so i agree maybe i can find out more about him, get to know him or his ego ?

So i have decided what to wear,  A black sparkly top and blue jeans and flat shoes,  i put my hair up, no make up and a spritz of perfume and I'm done, why do i feel nervous/ sick 

He answers the door and my heart skips a beat wow he looks so good, he is wearing a Black hoodie with White skulls all over and a pair of black jeans and red trainers he speaks  "Hello again, he smiles and i blush just his voice sends shivers down my spine,  "Hi" he opens the door wide and gestures me to come in, i walk through to a hallway, its spacious and plain cream coloured walls the living room is large and has red sofas and a couple of walls have the brickwork exposed its very modern, in the corner is a black sofa and he has a lot of personal pics on one wall and some paintings on another a large tv is fixed on one wall and the open plan kitchen is white, its very neat and tidy and laying on the floor is a white and black dog she looks at me she is beautiful im guessing this is Gracie,  Zak closes the front door behind me and walks through past one of the red leather sofas  "Would you like a drink, he asks me as i stand there "  "Erm what have you got, "  he opens the large American fridge  "Water, beer, or Orange"  "Orange i say "he pours me some orange in a glass and grabs himself a beer opening the beer he says "You can sit down , i don't bite, "  i am nervous as hell i sit down on the red leather sofa  as i take a seat, he sits down on the other end,  He takes a sip of his beer, his eyes watching me, "So you want to watch a DVD ? "  "OK what have you got to watch", he stands up, puts his beer on a side unit and starts looking through dvd's "What about Dracula the remake, he shows me the dvd, i take it from him and his fingers brush mine  and i feel electric shooting through me, as i look up he is staring at me, "Sounds good " i say handing him the dvd he opens it, puts it on grabs his beer and sits next to me  i suddenly feel shy around him, i definately misjudged him, i feel bad, the film begins and i settle down on the sofa to watch putting my drink down, the film is interesting and scary 

Its late just gone midnight when the film ends,  Zak yawns and picks up the two empty beer bottles he has been drinking and takes them through to the kitchen,  i get up  he turns around, Gracie is asleep, "So did you enjoy the film ?  I look into his eyes and bite my lip im trying to stop smiling but i can't  "Yes it was great i loved the ending, "  Then there is an akward silence, "Its late i should be going " i say  He speaks "I will drive you back, " He says picking up his keys  i shrug my shoulders "Ok " and i follow him out the door,

We are at my house he is parked on the street i am standing in front of him and he is stood up leaning against his car,   "I had a nice time tonight"  i say shyly,  "Me too " he replys, and he looks into my eyes and i feel like we have a connection,he pulls me close towards him so i am standing in between his legs, his breath on my skin sends tingles down my spine,   he leans in for a kiss, and as his lips brush mine his soft sweet lips he kisses me tenderly i feel like i am in heaven i close my eyes, enjoying every second and kiss him back,

Lying in bed that night im replaying the moment over and over again, What is happening i didnt or i dont like him but spending time with him its amazing, im confused,