The first time

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It had been nearly two weeks since I had heard from Zak I had been on a few dates nothing serious .

Ben had invited me to a UFC fight tonight so I thought why not

I was waiting in the foyer for Ben it was raining outside, he came inside and saw me hugging me "Hi sorry I'm a bit late" "Its fine I haven't been waiting long" We go and sit down, Lots of people about tonight, Ben starts telling me about one of his upcoming fights I am listening he is a lovely guy so maybe this is going somewhere we have been out a few times and its nice but I find myself thinking about Zak its like he just disappeared. I know he has been away working I mean why am I keeping track of him I feel like a stalker, I excuse myself and get up to go to the bathroom

I wash my hands and leave the bathroom, Lots of people about and then I see him and my heart starts racing he is here tonight omg why has he been ignoring me it's then I see he isn't alone he is walking hand in hand with a lady he is smiling looking happy and my heart sinks she has dark hair and lots of make up she is wearing a short dress, He seems really into her he kisses her,

I walk away I feel sick but its not like he is cheating we are not together never have been just a one night stand,

God it hurts, I log onto twitter to check his profile sure enough he has said he would be here tonight, nothing else,

I put a smile on my face and walk back to Ben and sit back next to him he takes my hand and we watch the fight start