The first time

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I take his hand and we walk back inside, taske our seats and watch the fight, half an hour later  His phone rings to let him know he has a message, he reads it,  "I have to make a call "  he gets up and leaves me to watch the end of the fight,

I find him in the Foyer talking to a Blonde lady she is wearing a black short dress, blonde hair and lots of makeup, he seems to be flirting with her and she is typing something into her phone, she gives the phone to Zak he puts it in his pocket, i realize its his phone and i am thinking tonight has not been a good evening i shouldnt have come along, The blonde lady catches my eye, "Hey " she holds out her hand "Im Ashley zak has been telling me about you i shake her hand , he is smiling looking at me, "I was telling zak we should go out one day maybe next week to a club i work at i can get free tickets, " "Sounds good" i say, not quite meaning it,

We are walking down the strip, to his house and i want to ask about that girl but im afraid of what he will say, 

we are in his kitchen he is on his phone to someone about work,  he ends the call,   " So how do you know Ashley ? " zak walks through to the lounge and takes a seat on the sofa,  "I met her last year at the club she works at, why ? "  he sounds defensive,   " I just wondered, i mean you have her number and, "  he interupts me   "Be careful you sound jealous "   i sit next to him  "Im not the jealous type, i just well what do you see happening between us ? i mean are we just friends or starting a relationship its not ok for me to talk to your friend but you were all over her in front of me seriously ? "  "I was not all over her, she was being friendly"   we sit in silence. "I am single so i can flirt with and kiss who i like ok " he says "I know i say confused, clearly our kiss meant nothing to him , i make my excuses and leave and when i get home there is a letter someone has postedhandwritten to me, 

I open it  thinking i should have known once a player always a player, its from his friend Ben its his number asking if i want to meet for a drink

Feeling nervous i agree to meet Ben for a drink, why not Zak has hurt me and im single too, i thought after the kiss we would start dating maybe,