Deaf And In Love

Chapter 5: Debate

Lilifret POV:

I'm debating if I should use sign language. I don't want him to know I'm deaf 'cause he might reject me, but I need to know where I am.

My wolf isn't being helpful she just keeps repeating mate. I can't think and I'm having like a panic attack or something. I looked at the man who said he was Seven. I think he has more problems then me.

Emerson, my mate, was I guess saying something because he kept gesturing. Looking at his lips I watch as he spoke.

"I'm not going to hurt you and neither is he you're going to be fine. I'm your mate I'd never hurt you."

Shifting uncomfortably I looked at the door. I headed for it but before I would make it their he grabbed my wrist and took a step in front of the open door way.

"Don't leave please stay," I watched as he seems to genuinely want me to stay.

My brothers don't know where I am but a little while longer wont hurt. I was with my mate anyway.

What time was it? Depending on the time I would stay. Sighing I sat on the bed then I looked up and tapped my wrist.

"What does your wrist hurt or something,"Emerson said.

He's so stupid but so hot and he seemed so nice though. Shaking my head no I tapped my wrist then make a clock with my hands.

"Clock?"

Nodding excitedly I continued. He chuckled then I tapped my wrist again shrugging. I watched his white teeth and then he said, "Are you asking me what time it is?"

Once more I nodded.

Pulling his phone quickly out he put it away then said,"1:20." I missed lunch. They would be looking for me.

My stomach growled and I embarrassingly put my hand over it. I felt it but obviously it made a very loud sound. My eyes drooped and I was hungry. Hunger and drowsiness are not a great combination. Emerson touched my arm and I look at him,"Yes?"

Yes what? I gave him a confused look. He looked at the "seven year old" and I did to,"Why don't you just speak we don't bite."

I tapped Emerson's shoulder and he looked at me. Pretending to eat I try to see if he understood. Then I want to shift after but we could play charades with that later. All I got was a confused and frustrated face.

"Speak its not that hard,"he said.

Only if you knew.

I saw an old napkin and a pen. Grabbing it I scribbled, "After I eat can we go for a run?"

"You want to go on a run? I mean sure if you want to."

Smiling I stood up and grabbed his wrist. He chuckled and guided me out and down a long hallway. We went down a flight of stairs and make a right. There was a large kitchen and as I walked in I went straight for the fridge.

Opening it I grab a muffin. Who puts muffins in the fridge? I finish it to see Emerson made me a hot dog. I grin and took it happily devouring.

I see that seven guy come in and take the pen I kept grabbing another napkin,"Why did he say he's seven?"

I watched Emerson closely as he read the napkin. He laughed and then said,"No his name is Seven its a nickname."

Oh makes much more sense. Finishing the hot dog I waited for Emerson to show me where the yard is.

"What's your name?"

I wrote my name on the napkin and sighed.

"Can I call you Lilly?" he asked and I nodded.

Rolling my eyes I made a dog running looking gesture and he laughed. Pointing he started to walk towards a door. I walk out and over to a tree where I started to strip. I saw from the corner Emerson doing the same.

Looking up I blushed because he saw me watching him with a smirks. I averted my eyes so embarrassed.

I shifted into my small black wolf. I have white on my feet which all my brothers have except mine are on all feet. I came out to see a huge, I mean giant, black wolf standing waiting for me. I was already so small but he made me look like a pup.

I'm pretty sure he could pick me up in his human form. Emerson had a wolfy grin. My wolf fully took over rubbing against him. His head turned to the house and I looked over and saw Seven.

"Hey wait up I'm coming," Seven yelled form the door throwing off his shirt and pushing down his pants.

I saw a name tattooed on his collar bone and then he shifted into a big dark brown wolf. He was pretty big but Emerson was still bigger. With a bark he came up to me. I tilted my head and watched him carefully.

Being in my wolf form is so much easier. I didn't have to watch people talk or anything. If they needed to the can speak they could talk through the bond.

Except Emerson and Seven couldn't because I hadn't been actually bonded into the pack. None of my family had. They normally have a ceremony and the new pack members are bonded in.

We all started to run and I raced ahead barking and sprinting. I felt Emerson's presents I guess it was because we were mates. I really couldn't tell if anyone was near me unless I saw them, but for some weird reason I could sense he was there with out looking over.

I felt something graze my right side. I jerked my head to see it was only Seven. Pulling back I slowed to a stop and plopping down on the ground. I rolled over on my back so that my legs are in the air.

Emerson watched me. He looks so uptight and majestic. He needs to loosen up because I know how it feels to be uptight and I don't like it.

I wacked him with my paw. He only backed up. Standing I ran to him trying to push him over but he's like a statue.

Using one paw he pushed me away. I frowned and stepped back but stopped when I bumped into some behind me who I assumed was Seven behind me.

I turned to see him and decided if Emerson didn't want to play then Seven would.

Getting a running start I pounced on his back tossing him down. We wrestled him winning and pinning me down. He towered over me and I smiled. Seven was knocked off by Emerson who comenced to grab that part of my neck where mothers carry there pups.

Carrying me away from Seven he set me down on the other side of him.

"Where are you Lil," I hear Zeke's worried voice said through the link.

"Not sure but I'm safe. Its fine,"I answered back.

"Oh my god your okay,"I heard my fathers voice come through.

Then suddenly I was bombared with all my families voices. Emerson watched me curiously.

I think he knew people were talking to me. I shook my head. There was to many voices. I blocked them all out and then there was silence again.