Sugar Lips | lashton au | book 1

twenty-four

Dedication goes to ravishinghemmo for the new cover!

 i have a question 4 u @ the bottom k answer it

i actually want to cry now that i know how this is going to end[not bc its gonna be sad bc its not] bc this story is my baby child and i love writing it idk what i'll do with my life once it's over. 

i aint even gon fucking tease y'all this time by saying there may or may not be smut bc there is. like i mean full penetration and shit.

i hope this chapter doesnt get put on private bc idk what to do about that lmao

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It was quiet as we laid there. Neither of us had said anything in a few minutes. Luke clung to my side like he was scared I was gonna leave him. 

How could I?

He'd just spilled everything out to me and showed me his vulnerable side, a side that I'm sure no one had ever seen before. 

"Ashton, say something." He mumbled against the fabric of my shirt. 

I held him tighter and pressed a kiss to the top of his head. 

"I'll do my best." 

"What?" He asked.

"I'll do my best." I said. "I'll do my best to give you the love you deserve."

He lifted his head off of my shoulder and looked down at me. His face was blank as his eyes scanned over my face, probably searching for any doubt.

Then his lips were on mine. I lifted my head up off the ground to add pressure and he sat up completely to throw his leg over my waist and straddle me. 

He reconnected our lips and placed his hands by my head. The kiss was slower than any kiss we've ever shared. 

"I need you." He whispered, pressing his forehead against mine. Our noses were touching and his eyes were closed. 

"Um- here?" I asked, glancing around the empty field where countless games of kick ball were probably played. 

"No," He laughed pulling away and looking at me. "in the car." 

"Oh." 

He stood up and brushed himself off before reaching for my hand. He pulled me up and laced our fingers together.