126 [a.irwin]

fifteen - twenty one

Tuesday, January 15: realized I’ve developed feelings for Clara. spent the night drawing her.

Wednesday, January 16: went to Michael’s after school again and confessed about Clara. he laughed at me and told me that she’s insecure and would probably never date anyone.

Thursday, January 17: skipped school and decided to go to the lake to draw. missed talking to Clara but there’s always tomorrow.

Friday, January 18: Clara asked where I was yesterday and I told her I was sick. cut because I can never have her or anyone.

Saturday, January 19: layed in bed all day reading. texted Michael a few times.

Sunday, January 20: studied a lot for upcoming tests. looked through old photographs.

Monday, January 21: Clara asked me for my phone number today and I gave it to her. was happy for once.