126 [a.irwin]

fifty three - sixty

Tuesday, February 19: got away with not eating at all. continued working on book about Clara.

Wednesday, February 20: Clara and I got coffee together and couldn’t stop smiling. wrote chapter of the book.

Thursday, February 21: finally got Clara to agree to the party. spent the night figuring out an outfit.

Friday, February 22: got Clara drunk and had to sneak her in through her bedroom window. snooped through her room while she slept.

Saturday, February 23: woke up to realise I slept in Clara’s room, in her bed, with my arm around her. read for the rest of the day.

Sunday, February 24: texted Clara and tried to get her to accept my apology. talked about her to Michael and he gave me his sympathy.

 

Monday, February 25: Clara wouldn’t talk to me in history while I tried to get her to talk to me. showed her one of the pictures of her I drew and she made this face then looked out the window.