Tuesday, January 22: Clara wasn’t at school and she never texted me. had another run in with Luke which made me cry a little bit in math but I didn’t cut.
Wednesday, January 23: had mental breakdown and cut. Clara texted me ‘hi’ and I haven’t responded yet.
Thursday, January 24: met the new guy named Calum and he wants to go to a party with him on tomorrow. I accepted the invitation.
Friday, January 25: went to the party with Calum. got extremely drunk and smoked weed.
Saturday, January 26: spent half the day with hangover. went to the lake and drew.
Sunday, January 27: stayed in bed all day. didn’t get off tumblr until midnight.
Monday, January 28: Clara asked me to explain the texts I sent her while I was high/drunk. I said Michael stole my phone and sent them.
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