Tuesday, February 12: Went to record store after school and ran into Ashton. He played a song on the piano for me and I found out that we have nearly the exact same music taste.
Wednesday, February 13: Today was the one year anniversary of Shannon’s death and I wasn’t in the mood to talk to anyone, including Ashton. Spent day thinking and not thinking at the same time.
Thursday, February 14: Today was Valentine's day and I made a joke that Ashton should take me out to dinner and buy me chocolates. I was secretly wishing that it would.
Friday, February 15: Was forced to go out to dinner with family. Contemplated running away all night.
Saturday, February 16: Realized that I haven’t heard from Ashton and texted him but he didn’t respond. Practiced I Write Sins Not Tragedies by myself.
Sunday, February 17: Still haven’t heard anything from Ashton. Watched YouTube and tried to not think about him.
Monday, February 18: Finally got to talk to Ashton and he explained that he was on a road trip and didn’t have service.
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