126 [a.irwin]

sixty one - sixty eight

Tuesday, February 26: Finally accepted Ashton’s apology. Wondered if he has a crush on me or if he’s like this with all his friends.

Wednesday, February 27: Showed up late to school because I slept in. Asked Louise about him again and she just sighed and told me that he was incapable of love.

Thursday, February 28: Noticed that Ashton was acting weird. Went to Louise’s after school and we watched How I Met Your Mother for the entire night.

Friday, March 1: Ashton brought me to the record shop after school and it was like something out of a movie. Had breakdown because no one can understand how I feel about him.

Saturday, March 2: Worked on I Write Sins Not Tragedies with Louise and tried not to think or talk about Ashton. Left her place in the middle of the night and drove around the city instead of going home.

Sunday, March 3: Didn’t hear from Ashton for the whole day. Read a book of love poems and actually understood what they felt.

Monday, March 4: I was basically bouncing to talk to Ashton. He looked really sad so I tried to lift his mood but I’m not sure if it worked.