126 [a.irwin]

eighty five - ninety two

Tuesday, March 19: Ashton ignored me for the whole day. Went home and couldn't stop crying at how badly I messed up.

Wednesday, March 20: He still wouldn't talk to me and I went to Louise for advice. She told me that she saw it coming.

 

Thursday, March 21: Didn't sit with Ashton at lunch but went to the library instead. Sat in the back and tried to keep from crying.

Friday, March 22: Tried to think of ways that I could get Ashton to talk to me again. Went to Louise's and got drunk.

Saturday, March 23: Stayed in bed the entire day, not even leaving to eat. Ignored calls from Louise.

Sunday, March 24: Tried to explain to Ashton again and all he said was “ok”. Spent the rest of the day watching Grey’s Anatomy.

Monday, March 25: Finally got to talk to Ashton but he wasn’t in the talkative mood. We didn’t talk about what happened.

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poor Clara

but also poor Ashton

everyone in this book is unhappy and I don't know why

-Alyssa