𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐍 ➥ 𝐙𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄

dear diary,

hey guys! thank you to whoever is reading this.

i just wanted to let you know that this story took a rough turn towards the end and it landed in the fricking dirt. this story is really cringe so if you choose to stop reading, i completely understand because i am officially tempted to unpublish this story.

keep in mind that i was VERY young while writing this. i was in like the fifth grade so my writing skills weren't exactly the best.

this book was originally titled as "forget | zerrie" but it didn't really fit with the theme of the book. but u should def comment new book names! anyways check out my 1D X LM fanfic that has 2k reads!

this story makes me cringe so bad i don't even know why i even published this story. i cant even remember why i even wrote this book. it doesn't even have a great plot. im a terrible writer.

but somehow, i did manage to get 5k+ reads and im entirely grateful. i love you all! enjoy ! xx
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Dear Diary,

The start of senior year. The start of something new. The start of a new life. And the life I've always dreamed of.

Ever since my mum had worked her ass off everyday just to save up for a new life and she divorced my dad everything has changed.

The sun shined brighter
The scars healed
No more fights
More family time.

But sadly, whenever my mom is gone and me and my siblings are home alone my dad visits. Well not visits, abuses. I know it may seem cliche and that's what happens to every new girl with a dark past but it's painfully true.

I can't believe I'm writing this down. Someone will see this sooner or later, and I hope later. I just wish senior year would be over because more time to take care of my mum and my family. There's no one else that's going to take care of my family, we only have each other.

My dad on the other hand, he's the person I want to rot in hell forever. He's my blood, but he's taken my blood and drank it like it was all good. Like it was okay to hurt someone that was family. Your blood.

Now. The start of something new. My dad is in jail. My mom has been home more. My year is going to amazing.

It's just been a whole other world. It's been a wild ride and I'm finally glad the brakes finally worked.

It's senior year and I'm ready for a whole different journey.

I got dressed for school and ate breakfast, everyone, of course, still fastened asleep.

I left a note and walked towards school.

Best year of my life. I thought.

Then I got news that my dad broke out.

Little did I know my life was going to be a complete fucking hellhole.

Welcome to my life.

Love,

Your dearest Perrie Edwards.