𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐍 ➥ 𝐙𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄

candles

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Perrie, happy birthday to you!" Jonnie, Caitlin, Fawn and Eleanor sang to me as I groggily forced my head into a pillow.

Eleanor stayed the night as we watched rom-cons and had a sleepover.

Jonnie and Caitlin visited for a while as Caitlin switched living with me and Jonnie. One month it was Caitlin and Jonnie in his apartment. Then one month it was me and Caitlin in the house.

Fawn and Jonnie lived together as well. Fawn was a reddish-brunette with dark brown eyes.

Jonnie is so in love with her and Fawn's been telling me that she wants to get married. They've been dating for the longest time. Well he only introduced me to her a few weeks ago but they've been dating since junior high.

"Blow out your candles Pez." Caitlin cheered. I did as I was told. Everyone cheered and clapped and ended their video taking.

"This is so going on my story." Fawn exclaimed.

"Happy eighteenth birthday Pez!"

"Wait its my birth-never mind , happy birthday to me." I smiled. We were having a get together tonight. Me, Eleanor, some of the girls, and a few of the boys. Niall had already left to see his long-distance family.

Leigh already left for America. Liam was packing his bags and settling into his dorm in Oxford. I tried ringing up Cher but she didn't answer. She says she was busy with stressing over her which college to go to since she got accepted to every one she applied to. As for me, I want to stay home as long as I possibly can. I already fixed up my dorm at school and let me tell you. They have dorms which have girls and boys in the same one. Don't ask me why.

Because you want to know who's MY roomie? The Louis Tomlinson! It's going to be so awkward. It's been a few weeks since we all graduated and everything escalated.

Eleanor and Louis had a fight. A really big one. She showed up at my doorstep at midnight crying and hysterically sobbing for hours. He was cheating on her and so much more dirt.

Eleanor visits me a lot and there's no way I could keep them apart. They can't stand each other, let alone being in the same room. You don't want to know how that turned out for the first time after the hard and harsh breakup.

I can't believe I'm saying this but I miss Zayn. I miss him a lot. Yes we had a fight, a really horrible one, but I miss his comfort and his company.

He was cheery-eyed. His laughs were like songs that I couldn't shake off. But we're miles and miles apart. 178.5 miles to be exact.

He's home trying to finally say goodbye to his family. I wish I could when I'm going to be at college but my family is gonna be more than 50 miles away.

It's killing me to not see either of them.

Eleanor bought an apartment and decided to start her fashion career in London rather than France. Although it was her dream, she wanted to stay close to her mum and I.