Be Okay {Kellic}

Chapter 2 ~ "Dr.McDougall I think I'm gay"

Vic's pov

I sat with Kellin and we talked about my past. I could tell he was very quite and didn't like human contact, Mike had warned me about this already. About an hour into us talking Mike came into the room and sat on the abandoned chair by the window.

"Come on Vic, we need to head home soon." He said beckoning me out to the hallway.

"Okay. I'll see you tomorrow at group therapy Kellin." I gave the small boy a wave and left the room with Mike.

"Wait." He whispered and pushed his ear to the door. I could hear grunting and noises the resembles being distressed.

"What's wrong?" I asked as Mike left the door and quickly walked down the hall.

"Kellin tends to destroy things when he's in solitude but I guess he ran out of things to break so I'm going t show you the monitors we set up in his room to make sure he doesn't break anything and doesn't hurt himself." He answered turning down a hallway I've never seen and unlocked a metal looking door.

"You put camera's in his room?" my voice held uncertainty.

'Yup." Mike said clicking away at the giant computer.

"What is he's..." I trailed on hopping he got what I was saying.

"Jerking off? Oh yea we don't have any in his bathroom but this camera picks up sound and it wasn't the best day of my life when I walked in here and he was moaning and groaning." My eyes widened at my brothers calm reaction. "Okay home we go."

~

Nobody told me we had to wake up at 5am! I mean Mike has been working here forever but I never remember him leaving this early.

Maybe it's because I'm asleep.

"Five more minutes." I groaned as my little brother tried to roll me off my bed.

"No Vic your my ride and I refuse to be late!" Mike said pulling on a jacket when I opened my eyes.

"I'm up I'm up." I reassured him as he bolted out of my room.

After I battled with my hair straightener and found something decent to wear we were out the door within 20 minutes.

"Are you excited for your first official day?" Mike nudged me as we were walking into the front doors of the glossy building.

"Yea." I said rubbing my eyes and letting out a yawn.

"Hey don't be a loser. Today's therapy so all we need to do is sit and listen to whoever's running it today then you go back to Kellin's room and keep him company and maybe take him for a walk. He loves the pond 'round back." I gave him a nod as we walked around the hall to the nurses quarters to we can dump or shit and then start our long day.

I looked at my phone to check the time.

5:30

Therapy starts at 6.

"Hey I'm gonna go wake up Kellin." I told Mike who was talking to a tall man I've never meet before.

"He'll probably already be awake, that kid never sleeps." Tall man said looking over at me, "I'm Alex, Kellin's Wednesday nurse." He out stretched his hand and I shook it before leaving the small area and walked down the empty hallway to Kellin's room.

I lightly knocked on the door.

"What?" A sharp voice that belonged to Kellin said through the wooden door.

"It's Vic." I said preparing my self for any more rude replies.

"Oh sorry, come in." I pushed open the door and saw Kellin who was sat straight up on his bed staring at the white wall on the other side of the room.

"Hey, did you sleep well?" I asked entering the room more.

"I didn't sleep." He said his tone was cold but I understood that he couldn't control it.

"And why was that?" I asked sitting on the floor by his bed.

"I couldn't"

"Why?"

"Just because!" He shouted. I knew I should have stopped but I didn't and now he was upset.

I looked up at the boy and he had his face in his hands. I leaped up on the soft surface with him and wrapped my arms around him.

"It's okay." I could fell him tense, "tell me when your ready, it's all up to you." I cooed in his ear.

After a few seconds I felt his thin arms wrap around my torso and his face push into my neck. 

"Come on group therapy soon." I whispered as I released him. He gave me a tiny nod, "I'll be outside waiting okay?" He gave me another nod adn I left the room.

~

"So anything you all want to talk about today?" Lauren clasped her hands together.

Lauren and Jenna we running the session today. They we sat in the middle while an arrange of patients sat around them, while the nurses sat on the outskirts of the room.

A few hands shot in the air which made Lauren and Jenna smile widely.

"Yes, Jack?" Jenna said pointing at a boy who was smiling.

"Today after this session, Alex promised to take me for a walk and then we got permission from the boss man that we could go into town!" The boy I assumed was Jack said very excitedly.

"That sound a lot like fun Jack I hope you have a good time." Lauren said in a soft voice. I like to take noticed in people and when Lauren and Jenna were around the patients their faces get brighter and their voices get softer.

"Gerard?" Jenna said pointing to a boy who looked very shy and had sick hair.

"How did you know you liked Lauren?" He said looking at the ground.

"Well I always had these butterflies in my stomach around her and I could form a sentence when I was around her. And then when we first kissed man it was like I was on a cloud." Now both girls were blushing furiosly.

"Dr.McDougall I think I'm gay." He said finally looking at the blonde girl who was staring at him.

"Really why?"

"There's this guy and he makes me feel like that all the time and I like him." The group all made noises but my eyes drifted to Kellin how was sitting there with a uninterested look in his eyes.

I got out of my chair and walked over to him.

"What's wrong?' I whispered squatting down by him.

"It's so obvious that he's in love with his nurse, Frank. I already knew this, why am I here?" He said crossing his arms and looking off at the girls who were now talking to a red haired girl.

"Kellin you are okay with the fact that Gerard might be gay, aren't you?" I asked nervous of his answer due to the fact that I was a flaming homosexual.

"I am not a hypocrite, Dr.Fuentes." He said quietly.

"You're gay?"

"Yea, and I know you are too." He said.

"How!" I said a bit loud making the horrified looking boy next to him jump.

"Mike talked about your ex boyfriend and I mean have you seen yourself?" He giggled a bit.

"touche."