Side Kick? No, Partner (Peter Parker x Reader)

👍🏻Chapter 19👍🏻

🔴WARNING🔴: this symbol: 👍🏻 will show up when the hints of the spoilers are gone in this chapter

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The war was finally over and you were on a ship that Rocket was flying to pick you and Tony up and then head back to Earth. You were quiet the whole ride and wished to not speak to anyone. Thor looked at you with worry but also knowingly. Though he turned to Tony and decided to ask about it while you were curled up in a chair with a blanket over your shoulders as you stared in the distance remembering what had happened only moments ago. "What happened to her?" Thor asked silently as he stood by Tony. Tony glanced at you with a frown.

"She lost both Peter and Stephen in the battle... I wouldn't bother her. She still seems pretty traumatized. I'd give her some time." Tony said softly.

"I understand. I lost my father the day before this and now I lost Loki. I also lost my sister who tried killing me anyway." Thor spoke out. He glanced at you and debated wither or not to comfort you. Though he ended up going with his heart. He walked over to you and placed a gentle hand on your shoulder causing you to jump. You quickly glanced over to see who it was only to be met with Thor. You gave him a quick yet weak smile before looking away again. "I heard what happen. I'm... Very sorry to hear that. If you need me for anything. Let Tony know alright?" he said softly as he rubbed your shoulder in a comforting way. You gave a small nod as a response before he left you alone.

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You all had made it back to the towers for a meeting. Steve saw you and immediately approached you and pulled you into a hug. "(Y/n)! I'm so sorry to hear about what happened. You know I'm here for you if you ever need anything." He spoke softly as he rubbed gentle circles on your back. You hugged him back and stuffed your face in his broad shoulder. And of course you did take his offer to consideration since he was basically your second father but is now your first in a way.

"Thank you Steve..." You muttered in a broken voice. Steve gave a fatherly kiss on the top of your head.

"Of course... I've always considered you as a daughter when Stephen wasn't around." he spoke out.

"I know... And I'm very greatful about it too." You replied as the two of you let go. He gave you a soft smile as he gently ruffled your hair.

"I would offer you a place to stay but I don't really have a home set in place yet... Sorry kiddo." he said as Natasha approached you two.

"Sorry to burst the whole family moment. But Tony is asking for everyone to be in the meeting room." she informed. She gave you a pat in the shoulder and walked off to the meeting room. You and Steve went in but you couldn't help but feel something was off about Steve. Like he was lost in his thoughts almost. You sat down between Natasha and Steve. That's when Tony began the meeting.

"It's weird seeing you all again... But thats not what I called you all here for. Right now, I want everyone to have a moment of silence for each person we've lost." He said as he let a few pictures go through. Loki, Gamora, Peter, Stephen, Vision, Wanda, T'challa, Groot, Quill, Drax, Mantis, Sam... There were a few that probably wasn't in there and was unknown of. But one person in particular caught your attention and that person was none other than Bucky Barns. You barely knew Bucky but of the times you knew him, you grew to like him. You frowned and turned to Steve who had a guilty expression as he looked down at his lap. You reached over and grabbed his arm gently. He glanced over to you and gave a sad smile as he placed a hand over yours. Tony cleared his throat and hesitated for a moment or two. "I'm sorry I had to make you all remember the ones we lost but it wouldn't be right if we didn't do this... Anyway. We now know who are main target is but we need a lot more training and need more forces. We are strong enough as is. But we need to be stronger. Especially against this guy if he's able to kill so many at once. For now. I think it's safe to say that we all need to lay low. At least for a while." he spoke. You heard a grunt and glanced over to who it came from which happened to be Rocket who survived it all.

"Laying low isn't my cup of tea. Especially since everyone I knew disappeared. Including Groot who I'm I the closest to. I'm not going to back down. I will hunt that son of a bitch and kill him myself if I have to." he spoke out clearly angry and hurt.

"No, Rocket, don't... Not without us. Your not the only one who has lost someone close... Your part of our team now. We want you to be a part of all of this." You spoke out to calm the small raccoon down. He seemed to back down and not bother to object.

"Shit..." Tony muttered seeming to realize something. Everyone turned to him including you. "Someone has to tell Aunt May what happened..." he said as he looked more upset and drained. "I'll do that after this meeting-"

"No." You cut him off as you stood. "I'll do it..." you said clenching your fist nervously. Your heart ached for even saying that but Peter felt like your responsibility even though he was your boyfriend.

"Does she even know who you are as a hero?" Bruce asked you as he sat next to Natasha.

"No. Not as a hero. But it wouldn't hurt to let her know... I'll get going now. I need fresh air anyway." You said getting up and leaving the room.

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You stood in front of the door to Peters house. Your heart ached and pounded against your ribs nervously as guilt washed over you. You shook nervously and there was a lump in your throat from refraining yourself from crying. You took a deep breath and knocked on the door. After a few seconds. Aunt May opened the door. "Azul? What are you doing here?" she asked sweetly. You took in her facial features. She looks like she hasn't slept in days or even weeks. You didntdisay anything as you took off your hood to reveal your face. Her eyes widened and immediately let you inside. She closed the door behind you and she turned to you. Your eyes brimmed with tears but you were trying to stay strong.

"Aunt May... I-i have some horrible news f-for you..." You cursed yourself for stuttering. Especially when giving these news to May. Your boyfriends only blood relative. She waited for you to speak. You took a shaky inhale and blinked back your tears. "It's... About Peter..." your voice wavered a bit and Mays eyes began to water a bit too. "I-i really h-hate to tell you this news and I really can't h-help but feel re-responsible for all of this but... P-peter he... He died in the m-middle of a battle..." You had finally chocked out. Tears streamed down your checks and rolled off your chin onto the floor. "I'm so sorry..." You whimpered out as aunt May pulled you into a tight hug and you hugged her back without hesitation while the two of you let out your sobs.

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Aunt May had allowed you to spend the night after you insisted to stay and care for her until the team figured out arrangements for everyone. She allowed you to change in Peter's room and you came out with one of Peter's that ended mid thigh. Luckily, you left a pair of that you left. Well you had a lot of clothing left here because you would sleep over often and Peter thought it would be a good idea even though he thought you were really cute in his shirts and sweaters. You currently sat with Aunt May at the table and stared down at your hot drink with empty eyes and a empty feeling in your heart. "He loved you so much. Everytime he came home and you weren't with him, he would say how amazing you were and how beautiful and brave you are..." May spoke out with a smile. You smiled weakly and blushed a small bit.

"I certainly felt the same way about him..." You spoke out.

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You:

Strength: 3.5

Smarts: 9.3

Agility: 5

Magic use: ???

Weapon use: 3