I never loved you » Chae Hyungwon

Chapter XII

Song of Chapter:
Sweater weather - Max & Alyson Stoner cover

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YOUR POV*

I walk through the big hallways of the mansion.

The more I'm getting used to life here the less I miss my parents and friends.

Who am I kidding? The only friend I had was Tod and he is a cat of the neighbors.

I sigh.

Hyungwon has done nothing to me ever since the, you know what..

I feel tears coming in my eyes as I think of that night.

And that all happened because I wanted to get kidnapped.

I sigh again.

"Faith?" A familiar voice speaks behind me and I turn around, my eyes meet his and it feels safe.

His eyes, just him existing in general, it feels safe.

Like nothing can happen to me.

Everything around us fades away and suddenly there is only us too, and the space between us.

I take a step closer to him, not afraid of what will happen.

But he steps away.

"Faith, I want you to work as my assistant again, I gave you three weeks to heal from what happened, now you are willing to be my assistant again" Hyungwon tells me and I'm shocked by his words.

"I-... Okay" I don't want to be his assistant, but I will see him more than just sitting in my boring room all day.

"Also.. I'm sorry" He says.

He have said that every time we saw each other in these three weeks.

I believed him the first couple times, but now.. it just seems like he is apologizing fo nothing.

"Okay" I say and turn around to leave him in the hallways.

I enter my room leaning against the door.

As I stroke up my sleeves I can still see the bruises and scars of three weeks ago.

I stroke them down and decide to take a shower.

I step inside the cabin and let the water fall on me.

I look down the whole time.

I always sing in the shower, or dance.

but these past days just seem blank, like I have no reason to sing or dance.

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I wake up early the next morning and enter Hyungwon's office, I dressed myself the way he probably wants me to dress, my hair is neatly put in a bun and my make up is not much.

I already took a latte for him and place it on his desk as I bow.

"Goodmorning mr. Chae, What can I do for you?" I speak and he looks up over his glasses.

I avoid eye contact.

I don't know, my mind is just telling me that Hyungwon doesn't have any feelings for me, I am with him everyday so I feel safe but I have to stop my feelings for him.

"Wake up the chefs, ask them to make breakfast, after that, wake up Shownu and Wonho" His voice is calm but strict.

I nod and leave his office.

I open Kihyun's, Changkyun's and Jooheon's room and look at them sleeping cutely.

"WAKE UP POTATOES" I yell and Changkyun and Jooheon sit up straight looking at my smirk as if they will murder me.