I never loved you » Chae Hyungwon

Chapter VI

Song of Chapter:
Elastic Heart - Leroy Sanchez 

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YOUR POV*

We enter the big mansion again and I am kinda sad that my plan didn't work out the way I wanted.

Stupid Shownu.

I pout the whole time while I follow Hyungwon.

We enter his office, I hate this place with a passion.

He then turns to me.

He comes closer, every step he takes I step away but then I hit the wall and can't walk anymore.

"Please keep space" I ask but he doesn't listen, the darkness in his face is still there, he is really mad.

I should never even try to escape.

"Look I am very sorry, I will never escape again and will from now on do everything you command me to do, just please don't hurt me" I say and he stops coming closer.

"Everything?"

I nod and slightly regret it.

"Kiss me" He then says and I look up at his face, I can tell my cheeks are red asf right now.

"umm" Is the only thing I can say.

"I can help you" Hyungwon says and comes closer again.

Before I know his lips are placed on mine, it starts with a soft, careful kiss but turns into a passionate one real quick.

I just close my eyes and let it all happen.

He is a damn good kisser, he probably has much experience.

He stops the kiss and looks me in the eyes.

"W- was this your first kiss maybe?" He asks carefully and I look down.

"Oh shit it was.." He says and pinches the bridge of his nose.

"Well umm.. sorry.." He says and I look up.

I can't do this.

I walk out without saying anything and go to my room.

I fall on my bed and cover my cheeks with my hands.

They are warm.

I walk to the mirror and look at the reflection.

My light makeup slightly ran down my face.

I hate this girl right now.

Two days ago I was baking apple pie and now I am here.

I can't go ever live normal again.

My door opens and I turn around to see Hyungwon looking worried at me.

"Are you okay?" He asks.

"Geez I could be naked for gods sake" I say mad.

"You have all the right to be mad at me, I am not blaming you, but like.. sorry" He says and I shake my head.

"It's fine, Just please leave me alone right now, I will wake up early tomorrow and we will just act like nothing happened, since we don't have feeling for each other anyways" I say and he nods before leaving.

I lay down on my bed.

"aish Faith" I mumble.

"You know you start to get feelings for this man" 

Why am I even talking to myself?

I know him for two days now and he completely ruined my life.

But.. why am I getting this weird feeling around him?