Pumped-Up Kicks (A Logan Lerman Story)

Chapter 20

Logan's P.O.V.

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I pulled up in front of Remie's big ass house after school. This Bitch better tell me the damn truth or there will be hell to pay. I let myself in and stormed up the long spiral staircase. I walked into her room without her consent.  She was in her bed watching an episode of glee. I hated those random douchebags who can sing their got damned way through everything. Like what the hell.

" Logan. What are you doing here?" She paused the tv left on Chord Overstreet's face.

" Oh nothing. Just came here to get answers from my girlfriend. Surprisingly her best friend knows exactly what happened."

" What the hell are you talking about.I had food poisoning so she drove me to the doctors."

" Are you sure it was food poisoning?" I questioned further. Her eyes left mine and her gaze lowered onto her hands. " Ha. I knew it. You and Telly are the same. The same fucked up minds. I knew exactly what happened Remie. You forgot that I pretty much inflicted it on you." I continued.

" Can you please calm down so I can explain! No it wasn't food poisoning but yes Chantel drove me to the doctors."

" And..." I crossed my arms over ny chest and raised an eyebrow.

" I lied only because I was scared. We talked about kids before and you snapped on me. Honestly I didn't know how you would react if I told you. But it doesn't matter anymore." I cut her off.

" How the hell does it not matter. There's a living thing growing inside you. So tell me how it doesn't matter. Reality check on a silver platter.  you're only 15 and I'm only 16. We haven't even decided what college to go to yet. If you really think that I want to be a Dad. Think again."

" Logan!! I'm not pregnant. That's why it doesn't matter. You and your dumbass and testorone filled balls scared the shit out of me. Yes I had one hell of a weekend and it was a nightmare but it's over." She fought back.

" We can't keep doing this. I can't believe you went behind my back and told Telly. Why not me. I'm your boyfriend for fucks sake. And you were gonna keep this pregnancy scare from me. What the hell is wrong with you!" I threw my hands in the air.

" Logan the only reason I was gonna keep it from you was because I knew something like this would happen. I don't wanna fight with you anymore. And there's nothing wrong with me." She confessed.

"A sane person would've went to their boyfriend about this. That's why I'm upset."

" Okay. A sane boyfriend wouldn't be yelling at me right now. It was my decision. Can we please move on."

" No we can't. Tell me why you put Telly over me. I can't believe you."

" I did that because she was the only one who actually checked on me before today. None of you even cared. So that's why I put her over you. Because you didn't care. My ass could've been pregnant and you still wouldn't care. The only person who would care is Chantel. Because she knows what its like to be alone. Because her best friend had left her once. Because her whole world was shattered. She told me. How lonely it was. Yeah sure there was Jason but he couldn't even satisfy her."

" Stop taunting me. I do so care."

"Prove it. Show me how much you care." She crossed her arms over her chest.

" If I didn't care do you really think I'd be here right now. If I didn't care I wouldn't waste my breath on this. If I didn't care I would've left by now. If I didn't care I wouldn't even come to get answers." I reasoned. She shook her head and laid back down on her bed and unpaused glee. That was her way of dismissing me.  I turned on my heel and stormed out of the house. I threw myself in my car and hit the steering wheel. Damn it. What the hell is wrong with me. I can't keep doing this. I got out ny car and went back into Remie's room.