Pumped-Up Kicks (A Logan Lerman Story)

Chapter 44

Over Again- One Direction

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Safe and Sound-Taylor Swift feat. The Civil Wars

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Telly's P.O.V.

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"We are infinite." He took my hands in his.

"No Logan. We can't. It's just wrong. You have a girlfriend. I have a boyfriend. And thats not right."

"Yeah but they have no interest in us at all. Remie wouldn't do what we did. Jared wouldn't either. We have each other. We fit better together. You've given me more than Remie has."

"You're only using me for-for self gratification?" Tears started forming and threatened to spill over. " But I thought-You. What. How didn't I see this?"

"What the hell are you talking about?" He seemed to be as confused as I was.

"I'm just to occupy you. Everything you said was a lie. Remie won't give you what you want so I was just a filler."

"What. Telly that's crazy."

"Don't call me that. You're such a liar." He stretched his arm out to my waist. "No don't touch me. I'm done."

"No Telly. Come on we can work this out. That wasn't my intention."

"No I'm done Logan. I'm so done with you. Whatever this is." I started walking toward his door.

"Oh come on. I can explain it. Its not what you think." He tried to change my mind.

"Everything you said was a lie. You were filling my head with crap. " I turned away from him and stormed out of his house. The cold air hit me again. I heard his heavy footsteps behind me. "Leave me alone Logan."

"Telly wait. Give me the chance to explain."

"No. I don't want an explanation from you. I don't want anything from you. I just want to be left alone." I flung myself in my car and drove away.

How could I have been so stupid to not notice this. I should have seen this coming. Logan made me cheat on Jared just for himself. Not because he loved me. Not because of any bullshit reason he came up with. But because he saw me as an easy target. I should have known his secret earlier. I should have known that werewolves were no good.

I should've known that Logan was lying. Why would he just suddenly change like that. I shook my head and let a few tears fall as I rode the elevator up. And then soon it was like the showers that are british. I threw myself on my bed and cried because I was such as fool. I heard scraping metal against my hard wood floor. "Go away Jace. I just want to be left alone." I hugged my knees to my chest and watched him sit next to me carefully.

"Whats wrong?"

"Everything."

"You started falling in love with Logan again."

"Part of me is starting to think that your dreams are real." I laid my head on his shoulder.

"They were real."

"And part of me just wants to go cliff diving. And float. Or just leave. Run away and never come back." I started spilling out everything that I felt.

"What did he do?"

"I don't have enough time to explain. I'm gonna be late for work."

"You a got a job."