Pumped-Up Kicks (A Logan Lerman Story)

Chapter 57

Last Night- The Vamps

Stay With Me- Sam Smith

Stay With Me- R5

Dark Side-Kelly Clarkson

Don't You Worry Child- Swedish House Mafia

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Logan's P.O.V.

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I woke up to a warm pair of lips on mine and cold hands on my face. I pressed my fingertips into Telly's hips and kissed back. She pulled back and pretty much sat on my cock intentionally grinding. Telly clearly wants more. "Good Morning." Her voice rang in my ears. She peppered kisses damn near all over me. "Did you sleep well?" She kissed my neck once more.

"Last night was the absolute best sex I've ever had." I ignored her question and told her what she really wanted to hear. And it wasn't a lie. I was in fucking paradise. Who knew that she had a dark side. It almost scared me how dominate she could be. She nibbled behind my ear and pulled back looking at me with more-grey-than-blue eyes. "You're a fucking tease."

"Whats wrong with that." Her question more of a statement. I was tired of her games and took control.

I pinned her underneath of me forcing her legs open. "I hate fucking teases." The air was cold and her skin was covered in goosebumps. She shivered for half a second. I kissed her forehead. Nose. Ears. And lips.

"Now who's the tease?" She pushed me off of her and stood up stretching her long legs. "Can we go shopping today? I need new clothes. I'm growing out of damn near everything." She complained and ran a finger through her hair.

"Sure we can go shopping."

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Our little getaway was cut short. Damn studio. She was watching the empty trees pass us by. "What are you thinking in that pretty little head of yours?"

"I don't wanna go back tomorrow." She shook her head making her hair move. "And you're gonna be gone for like another week. Whats gonna happen when you'll be gone and barely come back. Haven't you thought about that?" She looked over at me and I looked over at her.

"No. I haven't thought about it. But knowing you and me, we'll make it work. I promise that everything will be okay. And remember that I'm only gonna be in Oregon. That's not that far." I pressed the dimple in her hand repeatedly trying to calm her down. "Everything will be fine."

"But what happens when you don't come home." I heard the fear in her voice. "You'll forget about me."

"I couldn't ever forget about you. I highly doubt its possible. Can we stop playing 'what if'? You're giving me a headache." I locked my eyes with the dry road. I would kill to live here with Chantel. Somewhere thats not always raining. Somewhere thats quiet. Somewhere that can be warm but can also have snow. Somewhere thats not full of drama. That would be nice. Almost like a paper town. But those really piss me off. "Why didn't you tell me about what Chris did?"

"I don't know Logan. Don't worry about it." Her voice cracked and I turned the heat on. Her hands were way too cold for my liking. She rested her head against the window risking herself a concussion. The dead air between us was stuffy. She looked drowsy. But that was my own fault. "I'm tired Logan." She yawned and glued our hands together.

"Close your eyes and go to sleep if you're tired." I told her the most logical thing.

"I'm tired of you always leaving me. When are you finally gonna stay with me." She glued our fingers together. "Forever."

I looked over at her for a little too long. My eyes locked with the road again. I had to think of my answer. Logan Lerman is a rolling stone. He doesn't like staying in one place for a long time. "Logan," She shook my shoulder. "You didn't answer my question."

"I don't know Telly. I don't wanna leave you anymore. Come with me." It started to drizzle and you could tell we crossed the stateline.

"I can't." She sounded deflated. "Technically I'm still with Jared." She fittled with her seatbelt. "And I don't know what to do about it. We're pretty much stuck together. How did you get away from Remie?"

"I kissed you and you smashed a champagne bottle against my head." I shrugged as if it was no big deal. She laughed. A warming sound. This may be clichè but it melted the ice in my veins. I sighed and switched hands on the wheel.

"Sometimes I wish that I hadn't given up on you." She breathed. Honestly I think I should be the one saying that. "I shouldn't have let Remie and Jase come in between us." The wimdshield whipers brushed away the raindrops much like how I brushed her skin last night. Gentle and slow so I couldn't bruise her. But quick and harsh enough to get my point across. "Tell me about your movie."

"Well I wouldn't say its exactly mine but-" She cut me off.

"Logan you play the main character. A depressed and suicidal stoner that likes to masterbate. To be honest its kinda disturbing but whatever." Telly made it sound much more worse than what it really was.

"It's not that bad." I rolled my eyes and slowed my driving. I wanted our time to last much longer than what we actually had. I shouldn't be handing her back over to Jared. But this time it won't be so bad. I hope.

(Hi freaks! This is just a filler chapter and so will the next one. Wow this first one is coming to an end. Literally like in 2 more chapters. Don't cry because I'm making a sequel. Once again my friend was like, "Telly you need to.update I need to know what happened." So here ya go. I love you beautiful freaks sooooo much!! Pulling a HCR like a pro. Oh yeah I created my own fandom name. #Tellynators. My friend @marissa.clifford used to call me that so why not. Shoutout to her and I dedicate this chapter to anyone who is having issues much like Telly and Jared. Lets be honest that relationship is so fucked up. Its probably worse than #hessa if any of you read @imaginator1D fanfic After you would understand my reference. One full chp in L's p.o.v. Woohoo.

Now because I miss him imma bring my beloved Jason back because it doesn't matter. You'll always be a slut for Jase. Lol. Jk but i love him so much that it makes me sad he's not real. Oh well whatever. I gtg. Later haters.xxx.)