EXO Imagines

#13 Baekhyun {SCARS}

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"Sometimes the one you LOVED the most, will HURT you the most"

Before I didn't believe about that quote but now I do. He let me go that easily, he even lied to me! He knows that I love him so much and that he means everything to me, he gave me happiness when were together but he can also gave me pain in the end of our stpry. And I also used to believe of what he told me everynight before we go to sleep "NO MATTER WHAT BABY, I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU I PROMISE"  he said and he will kiss me goodnight whenever I had nightmares but he broke it T^T

Tears started falling again and I quickly wipe it, I look at myself in the mirror it has been exactly 2 years since that horrible thing happened. I try forgetting it and him, but how can I? Everynight the day you left me hanging will always give me nightmares, haunting me in my dreams then waking up with my puffy eyes, alone in our used shared bed and waking up without your comforting yet protective arms wrapped around my waist with your sweet yet delicate words which make me blush and feel fluttered.. And I did realize that time that I can't forget about you Byun Baekhyun! :(

I love you so much that I can't let you go that easily, but I should give you up? And start a new start? should I move on? Should I have been a good girlfriend to you? A lot of questions in my mind everyday .. I am trying here to heal the scars that you gave to me but no matter what I do to heal this scars, there will be things that reminds me of you and everything we did back then.

Did it even occur to you how did it effect me when you left? I am tired of this~I am exhausted T^T tired of crying, waiting, loving you even though you don't love me anymore and you giving me scars everytime I see you or hear your name. Are you feeling like this, of what I am feeling right now baby? It's more easier to have scars outside then having scars inside it really hurts :'(

I should hate you right because you left me? That I wasn't ready to hear those words in from your mouth.

"(y/n) ready?" my friend ask me.

"Yes,thanks for everything best~ I don't know what happened to me without ypu" I said and smiled a little.

"Your welcome best~I told you that I am always here for you, and don't push yourself and lying to yourself or us that you have move on already okay? Be true to yourself~I know you still haven't move on even though it was 2 years already. Moving on is hard so take it little by little okay?" she said and smiled sweetly.

I smiled at her, this time a real one not a fake one. I grabbed my things and went out with her, starting my day with a new start.

Baek, If we ever meet or talk again I want to tell you that  "I miss you and I love you so much" And I hope you're happy and enjoying your day :)

Even though our relationship ended with a sad ending but I learned how to be loved, to be cherished and how I feel special when I am with my love..  Baekhyun,thank you for everything...

Annyeong again! So how did you feel? Did I made you cry? XD I am sorry I haven't updated for a while,I' lve been busy at school..

Okay,the author haven't experience a break-up thingy xD I am just 13 years old okay? :) So guyths, do you want to read Baekhyun's side? This is just your side of the story... Btw, have a fun day :) I love you all ♥ EXO, WE ARE ONE!! :)

~Ms.Choi Park~