I'm a meanless small dot in a poetry that filled by bunch of beautiful words. I'm not like the capital letters, always in the front line—I'm in the last line instead. I'm not a letter either. I'm not there to complete a word—making it has a meaning. Or I'm not a comma, there to connect the sentences. Again, I'm just a dot. Small. Meanless. There to end a beautiful poetry. I end the beautiful poetry. I'm the one who disappoint the readers. I'm useless.
I'm a parasite on the tree. Not the root, or the stem—the ones that make it standing on the ground—and the ones with so many functions for the tree. I'm not the leaf. The fresh-green-looking-leaf. The spot to photosynthesis. Producing the oxygen for the earth and carbohydrates for the tree itself. I'm not the enchanting flowers or the branches as the place for those flowers to grow. I'm not a fruit to be consumed by human or animals either. Again, I'm just a parasite. I take the tree for granted—and not be able to do anything useful for the tree. I'm useless.
Or you may find something useless in your life. That will remind you of me. Because that's me. I try to be worth it, or to be helpful—which end up with I mess it all up even worse. I'm useless.
I open my ears to hear them, and scream through words about how much worthy themselves are. But I cannot do that anymore. Not when I'm the one who's closing my ears to hear my own screaming.
So don't you even dare to quote me some beautiful words about self-worth because I'm sick of it. I'm just—I'm done.
—Nanta,
I lose hope on myself. I'm done believing it.
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Quotes You Needs
Non-Fictionsemua orang pasti pernah down kan? entah itu karena teman, sahabat, pacar, maupun keluarga. so, disini aku kasi kalian kumpulan" quotes atau kata" motivasi yang bisa push mood kalian lagi.. disini juga ada kumpulan" quotes buat ngode doi loh.. eh* w...
