A guy broke my heart again—a bit worse this time.
It's not about how he mistreated me—nor it's not about the heartbreak.
It is about the self-esteem that's not easily I've built.
It is about all the voices in my head that scream 'you are never good enough for anyone'.
It keeps haunting me with the thought of how I'll never deserve anything-or anyone that makes me happy—or at least less pathetic.
It kills me inside—slowly and surely.
No I'm not gonna talk about how he ruined me—how he left me into pieces.
No I'm not gonna blame him for making me such a fool.
But; does it hurt?
Oh god I swear it hurts—as hell.
I'm just gonna blame everything on me. It's all in me.
I'm just gonna try my as best to convince that maybe—maybe he does deserve better; and I'm the one who should give him up from the first place.
I'm just gonna spend my most-of-time thinking about why can't I just be enough?
—vnaprl
self-conciousness kills you.
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