Watashi no Himitsu no Ai no Monogatari 私の秘密の愛の物語

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AJ's Point of View

A week passed by and it’s getting all wrong. Now I’ve proven that theory to myself, when you've found out someone is infatuated with you, even if you don’t like her from the start, you began seeing her, and..

Liking her..

Now I believe that that’s true.

I texted her to meet me after our last subject. I wanna confess and clear things.

Then I saw her at our room. Sitting alone and patiently waiting.

I went in and stood in front of her. She loos confused but she stood up anyway.

“W-What—“

 

I didn’t let her finish.

Sigh. This is it. This is the first time ever I got nervous about someone. My heart is palpitating badly.

“I’m not the right guy for you.”

I continued after a breathing heavily. “I’m sorry, but I just can’t feel the same way you feel about me. I-I have a girlfriend.”

Mavis just stood silently there. Her eyes locked on mine.

“That is it. That’s just what I wanted to tell. I’ll go now.” I need not to see her expression so I hurtled away.

My words are hurtful. I know. Aren’t I always like that to her? From the start, yes. But I changed towards her.

But today, I had to do it. I have to push her away.

What I said are all lies.

Except the first sentence.

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Allen's Point of View

“Hey, have you seen Em? Jazz told me to go fetch her, she’s the only one not with us.” I asked AJ whom I bumped into.

“She’s..” What’s up with him? He seemed gloomy. Rather broken. “..back at our room.”

When I was about to walk away, he got hold of my arm. “I dumped her, man. You should.. You should go soothe her.”

“You did what?!” I gasped. I took no time to waste. I ran fast towards our room, and I saw her sitting on her chair, her head resting on the desk. “Em..” I poked her hand that’s hanging.

She slowly lifted her head and fixed her blouse. She was blank, but there’s a hint of teardrop on her desk.

“Let’s go..” I helped her stand up. When we got out, we saw that the clouds are really black. We started walking, but not in a rush.

After a long silence, she stopped. Her head was down. That’s when I felt a drop of water fell on my nose.

Drip by drip. Then rain heavily poured. Neither one of us moved. She slowly looked at me. Even though we’re both wet, I know that she is crying, even if the rain is just like tears. Her face was really sad and in pain.

“This sucks so badly.” She whispered.

I quickly pulled her into an embrace. It hurts me to see her like this.

If only..

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AN:

A very lonely update.. T-T

Please don't kill me. Q-Q Have mercy..

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