Rollercoaster (Brad Simpson/ The Vamps)

45 // I'll Miss You

(I had to re-upload this chapter and edit a little part where I made a little mistake with the story:) but here it is xo)

' Don't forgot me when your big in the world, cause I won't forget you! ' Those words were the only words I kept replaying in my head.

"Dais, please open up." James' words came out as more as a whisper. "Were leaving soon." I could tell he didn't want to say it but it had to be said at one point.

I collapsed to the floor outside the door and began sobbing. I couldn't hold my tears back any longer, I just couldn't bare it.

"Please Dais, don't cry." I cried harder.

Today was Friday. The big day. The day my world was leaving me. I dried my aching eyes and stood up, I needed to be strong.

"Come here." James said once he saw the state of me, it feels weird being hugged since I haven't touched a single soul since last week.

"You know we all love you right?" He looked into my eyes but I had to look away. I nodded slightly not making eye contact. "Brad, he misses you...He wants to see you." I choked on my sobs as they came again. I violently shook my head as the pounding began.

"Have you ate today?" I shook my head, he lead me to the couch, "I'll make you something, wait here." He kissed my forehead as he walked over to the kitchen.

"Here you go." He returned into the living room, placing a bacon butty and a coffee on the table infront of me.

I took one bite which made me heave, but I ate it and sipped the coffee. I stood up, James looked at me confused.

"Wait here, I'll get ready. When do you leave?" James seemed shocked as I spoke. He looked at his phone and returned his gaze to me.

"We have to be at the airport in 3 hours." I nodded and walked to my bedroom.

All of brads stuff was stuffed into black bags, I couldn't look at his side of the room as I pulled a hoodie and sweats out of my wardrobe. Who is there to impress anyway?

"Ready." I said as I grabbed my phone and some money off the counter, just in case.

I locked the apartment after us both and slowly followed James next door. I can't believe I was actually saying goodbye to everyone too soon.

"Dais!" Tris screamed pulling me into a massive bear hug, "I love you." He said into my ear.

I turned to everyone as they looked on edge, thinking whether hugging me now was the best decision. I didn't cry. I couldn't.

Con was the first to hug me. The hug lasted for about a minute before he let go and looked at me.

"I'll call you everyday and skype you, nothing will change I promise." He kissed my forehead. "Love you Dais and see you soon."

I bit my lip as he gave me a weak smile before wheeling his suitcases to the lift. James approached me next.

"I don't wanna say goodbye." I was taken back as James burst into tears, showing his emotion straight away. He hugged me so tight. "Even though we may be apart, we won't really because you'll always feel close to home. I'm so glad I met you, I love you." As he pulled away he gave a slight nod before wheeling his suitcase away.

"You've made me feel welcome and I could never thank you enough!" Cice was next to hug me. "These 8 months are gonna be boring without your sarcastic comments and bubbly personality but I hope you stay in touch. I'll miss you so much Daisy."

"Your, your welcome." She gave me once last quick hug before wheeling her suitcases away.

"Guess I'm next." I heard Tris mumble before pulling me into a bear hug again, he rocked me back and forth and by the sounds escaping his mouth, I knew he was crying.

"You are by far the strongest most perfect girl in the whole world and I could never rate you enough. The things you've been through are unimaginable and look at you...still standing on your feet!" I was by now sobbing.

"I hope after this tour you keep your booty as close as we are now or else someone's heads coming off!" I started laughing, wow, I haven't heard that in a while.

"I will always remember you and I can see you as one of the memories I will share with my grandchildren when I'm 75 and rocking it. I can't believe I'm actually leaving my left leg for 8 months. I love you so much Dais, you better call me all the time!" He gave me one last squeeze before kissing my cheek and walking away.

"Tris!" I called. He turned and looked at me.

"I love you." I forced a smile as he winked and began to walk away.

I turned around and looked at Amanda, her eyes were glossy and she hugged me. No one spoke for a few minutes.

"I don't wanna leave." She sobbed onto my shoulder. "I'll miss you so much my bestest friend ever, don't forget me!" She kissed my head and left without another word.

Here I was...Left alone with the boy who was about the ruin my life.

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