Rollercoaster (Brad Simpson/ The Vamps)

11 // What Have I Done?

I woke up seeing about 4 Amanda's stood over me. I blinked rapidly before adjusting my eyes to the light. I had the worst headache ever, I felt like someone had put me in a tyre drunk and rolled me for hours.

"Finally your awake" She said handing me a glass of water and two headache tablets.

I looked at the black screen in my phone rubbing my black eyes, my hair was all in different directions. I had mascara all over my arms and hands. I sipped the water and smiled at Amanda before taking the two tablets. My head was all over the place.

"What happened last night? Why am I still in my dress and whys there make-up all over my body?" I looked confusedly at Amanda who was perched at the end of my bed looking at me.

"Oh Dais, You fucked up big time" She said shaking her head.

"W-What did I do?...Amanda! What the fuck did I do, TELL ME, Have I fucked up?" I was starting to get worried. She just looked at me like something bad happened.

 "You'll have to ask your boyfriend, Oh wait you don't have one" She sighed.

"Brad? What the fuck did I do, shit" I said putting my face in my hands.

I wobbly dragged myself out of bed before heading into the living room. Everyone but Brad was watching Harry Potter. I walked over to couch's and I caught all of their attention.

"Are you feeling better Dais?" James asked smiling.

"Don't hit me?" Tris joked.

"What?...Where's Brad?" I then noticed Nathan and Jayce weren't there either.

"Wait wheres-"

"Nathan and Jayce? They've had to take this mornings flight back to America because Jayces Nana's sadly in hospital but they said they'd deffo come back and they loved it and meeting everyone" Tris cut me off.

I nodded and took a seat next to Con on the couch before Amanda walked through and into the kitchen.

"Can somebody please tell me what happened last night? Amanda wont tell me and she said I don't have a boyfriend, wheres Brad?" I whispered incase Amanda heard.

They all exchanged weird glances to each other and then James nodded at Con and he coughed and I turned to him before he said,

"Look I'm just gonna set you straight Dais. Last night at the club you kind of got a bit too drunk well actually WAY to drunk and you started shouting at Brad and you told him you spooned Nathan he said your perfect and you have feelings for him and you also said you want to move to America to live with him because you love him" Tears started to fill my eyes as James carried on.

 "Then you were arguing outside the club and Brad called a minibus to get you home but you screamed in his face and started like attacking him. You then ran back into the club and me and Brad tried to find you but you were kissing a boy at the bar and kept looking at Brad as you played with your hair"

"Brads...gone back to Birmingham, he said he's going to stay there for a couple of weeks" Amanda said shutting the door and handing Con a cup of tea.

My eyesight started to get blurry and before I knew it I was on the floor crying into my hands. James carried me into Amanda's room and placed me on her bed. About 10 minutes later Amanda came in and joined me on her bed.

"Woah, Woah, Woah Dais, your not sleeping in my bed like that! Wait here and I'll go and get you some fresh Pyjamas, you need a shower"

I took a shower and cleaned myself up. We were now sat in Amanda's room watching Bridesmaids. I scrolled through twitter and I had a lot of interactions saying:

YOU'VE RUINED BRAD

I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU'VE SPLIT THE BAND UP...YOU'LL PAY BITCH!!

EWWW WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS THE SLUTTTTT

I was so confused and before I knew it I was crying again.

"Oh Dais come here" Amanda said pulling me into a tight hug. I showed her the interactions and she just shook her head.

"Ignore them jealous bitches Dais"

"What have I done, Why am I so stupid. I-I've ruined him"  I sniffled wiping the tears away from my cheek.

"Oh Dais, Come on get dressed. Were going shopping to take your mind off things" She grinned, getting up.

"Cant we just chill-" I said but she cut me off.

"No, Get ready!!" She laughed them ushered me into my room.

"Be in the living room in 20 minutes" She said before slamming my bedroom door behind her.

I wore some dark blue jeans and a white jumper with silver pearls on it. I wore my white converse and threw my long brown hair into a messy bun. I didn't even apply any make-up because I couldn't be bothered and to be honest who's there to impress?

|| 40 MINUTES LATER ||

"Thanks for driving us" Amanda smiled as I switched off my car.

I just gave her a friendly smile as we made our way into the town centre.

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We had been in river island, topshop and urban outfitters, We both had lots of bags and we were tired so we decided to go Starbucks. We both ordered our caffé misto and took a window seat. I sighed as I sipped the steamy coffee.

"What's up Dais?" Amanda asked.

"I've fucked up Amanda, I've fucked up so much" As I said that I felt tears come streaming down my face.

"But the thing is, I don't remember a thing" I carried on wiping the tears from my cheeks.

Amanda just nodded sympathetically and I looked down at  my coffee resting between my hands. What have I done? I've ruined everything.

"I really..." I began as Amanda looked up from her phone.

"...Loved Brad, I don't wanna lose him" I began to choke on my words and carried on crying.

 "Come here Dais" Amanda said sitting next to me pulling out a tissue. She rubbed my arms and said,

"Everything will get better, I promise" And with that I looked up at her and she smiled.

"You really are the bestest friend Amanda, I love you" I said still smiling.

"Love you to Dais, Now come on lets go. Finish your drink" She laughed.

I picked up the almost finished coffee and drank the remains before we grabbed our bags and made our way back to the apartment.

A/N: I've already got the characters for James' girl and Tris' girl.

Sorry if you asked and didn't get it. I'll need more characters along the story.

happy new year :) x x