Rollercoaster (Brad Simpson/ The Vamps)

49 // Cant I tell her?

7 and a half months since they went away.

My phone rang as I unlocked the door to my apartment. I pulled it out of my prada handbag and answered it, balancing It on my shoulder.

I waited outside of my apartment and spoke to the person on the other end.

"Ok Peyton, I'll call you later." I keep forgetting that I made plans with her tomorrow night.

It's honestly so crazy how close me, my dad and Peyton have grown since they went away. My dad has been extra nice helping me open a shop and get my brand new apartment started, to be honest they've helped me realise that I'm not broken and life does go on.

I opened the door And switched on the lights to find a body wrapped up in blankets lay on my sofa.

"Who the fuck are you and what are you doing in my apartment?" I said trying to sound intimating.

As the body sat up and pulled the sheets of them I nearly fainted.

My mouth went dry And my jaw almost fell completely off, my eyes were watering and I was shaking.

"A-Amanda." I froze as she stared back at me with a grin on her face.

"Dais." is all she said before pulling me in for a bear hug, she squeezed me.

"W-what are you...doing back?"

"I have a fashion show in London tomorrow night and it's a big opportunity...so here I am!" She hugged me again before I put the kettle on.

"This apartment is amazing seriously!" She said feeling the glass table and taking a seat.

"Thanks." I said handing her a latte and sitting facing her.

"So...how've you been?"

I looked into her chocolate eyes before asking what was playing on my mind.

"Why couldn't I come?" I knew I sounded immature.

She stared at her latte and avoided the question, "Do you want to come to my fashion-,"

"Why? Answer my question."

"Brad..." She paused, "Let Brad tell you." It felt weird hearing his name.

"No!" I raised my voice, "I've waited 7 months, you fucking tell me!"

"I can't yet, I'm sorry." I knew she wanted me to drop it so I did.

For now.

"Could I stay here just for tonight?"

"Sure." I sighed still not having an answer, that's all I've wanted is an answer.

"How did you find my apartment anyway haha." I made conversation.

"Your nana Carol gave me a key."

"Wow that crazy bastard could have got me killed letting anyone have the keys." Amanda punched me playfully, we were back to normal already.

[***]

"So when are they all back?" I asked as we dug into our takeaway.

"23rd of October." She said with a mouthful of curry, I nodded.

"It's gone so fast." I laughed.

"Daisy?"

"Yeah?"

"Don't be mad at Brad, things should go back to normal when he tells you, don't worry and keep that lipstick on gurl!" I laughed but I was confused at the same time, what did she mean things will go back to normal?

"Things will go back to Normal?"

"I hope anyways!" She focused back on the tv and I done the same.

"So this fashion show? Who's going?" I asked making conversation.

"A lot of big stars!" She grinned, "Pixie Lott, Emma Willis, Kim Kardashian, Jessie J, Ariana Grande and so much more, I can't wait to show them my new collection!" I was honestly so proud of Amanda, all her hard work payed off!

"Wow what huge celebs," I laughed, "Looks like we need to go shopping so I can find an outfit for this amazing event."

Amanda laughed, "Of course!"

[***]

brads pov - (feels like forever!)

"Can't I just call her and tell her? I've waited 7 and half months, I'm bored here anyway." I said as I looked around the boring hotel room, Joe rolled his eyes.

"Stop thinking about yourself all the time and think about your American fans who love you!"

"She loves me and that's all I care about." I replied.

"Loved." He said as if those words wouldn't hurt me, crush me.

"I've broke her heart and she doesn't even know the real reason behind her not coming to LA with us." I spat, "I'll fucking book a flight home and tell her myself!"

"Brad, don't be selfish," Joe raised an eyebrow but I just stared, "you've got 14 days, I'm sure you can last!" He smiled.

I stood up and walked towards the door, "Text me the flight details when you book it, I'm going home."

I entered the room where the others were. They were all either on their phone or talking.

"What did he say?" Tris said walking up to me, the others didn't stop what they were doing.

"I don't give a shit what he says, it's my fucking decision and I can't stand it any longer."

"I know how you feel man! I miss her too."

He really doesn't.

No one knows how I feel.

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