Rollercoaster (Brad Simpson/ The Vamps)

44 // Remember Me

Dais, I love you so much and you should already know that. When I first met you I knew we had something special..something I could never have with anyone else. The first time I met you I knew I had to make you mine. Do you remember when you heard me playing the guitar when you stopped outside my door, we talked and that's when I knew you were the one. That instant bond meant something. The late night sneak out to Taco Bell, the camping trips and touring with you by my side made everything worth it. You make me who I am today.

I instantly regretted threatening Jayce and Nathan, they were nice guys.. I guess jealously kinda took over, I mean you remember what happened when Nathan was last here.

Remember when we were in that diner and spilt a drink on you so I laughed at you all the way home, you was really pissed haha. I still remember your face, then I walked into a barrier and I heard that beautiful laugh which could end wars and cure cancer. Basically what I'm writing this for is.. Me and the boys are touring America (something you know I've always wanted to do).

As we both agreed in a past conversation we would never work on a long distance relationship. Were touring for 8 months and I couldn't stand to not be able to hold you, touch you, kiss you. It's breaks me to end it this way but always remember you'll always be in my heart.

I'm not saying goodbye because goodbye means you won't see me again. I hope you understand, your always be my one and only Daisy Louise Kelly Redford.

Love you to infinity and back again,

Brad x x

P.s - Don't forgot me when your big in the world, cause I won't forget you! ;)

Pss- I hope you enjoy your gift x

My heart was hurting, my head was dizzy. I felt my mascara all over my wet eyes. My throat was dry. I couldn't stop the tears.

Tris pulled me in for a bear hug and rubbed my head as I sobbed loudly into his chest. "it's alright, it's going to be alright."

"I-it's not t-though is..it? I-imagine T-tris." I couldn't speak properly because of the deep breaths in between my cries.

He stood up and pulled me up with him, "Lets get you ready for bed, you need to rest."

I got changed and gave Tris once last hug before collapsing onto my bed, sobs escaping my mouth once again.

My eyes were aching and my throat was dry. My 3 bestfriends and my boyfriend were leaving me. This is too much, I repeatedly banged my head off of the pillow and screamed.

"Good night, I'll come see you tomorrow." He kissed my forehead and started to leave.

"Tris?" I called before he left. He stopped and smiled, "when are you leaving...for A-America?"

"Friday."

"Oh." Is all I could say, he gave one last goodbye then left. I immediately burst into tears again. The pain in my chest was stinging, I forced my eyes shut but I wasn't dreaming...

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So short but such an important chapter 😫😫

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