I know that the odds of you reading this...
You probly won't ever read it.
Won't see it,
Won't know it exists.
But if you do,
You won't even know it's for you.
You probly forgot about me by now.
We were so close back then.
We were just kids,
Still blind to the cruel world.
You were my best friend
And I was yours.
And then with a few harsh words it was over.
I didn't mean it.
That look on your face,
It broke me.
But even as a child I was to proud to apologize.
Eventually I manned up,
I was going to say sorry.
I was going to ask for your forgiveness.
But then my parents said we had to move.
I'd never see you again.
It was before we had cellphones,
I'd never talk to you again.
I just wanted to let you know that times like this,
When I'm sitting alone,
I think of you.
How I should have said sorry.
How I should've never pushed you away.
Should have just apologized the next day,
Instead of waiting for the next school year.
Should have,
But now it's too late.
I'm so sorry.
If we ever meet again,
I'll tell you what I should have
Said all those years ago.
Maybe you'll forgive me,
If you can't I understand.
I up and left,
You had no explanation.
Part of me hopes you remember the good times,
But I also don't want you to dwell on the past.
It wasn't your fault,
I'm just a bitch like that.
And I'm sorry.
