oh so you wanna read a horrible book? well this one is perfect !
in which a girl named Penelope gets pregnant with the one and only jason mccanns baby, i know original
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It has been a week since me and Jason had contact.A week without anyone by my side.A week since I talked to anyone.A week since I saw Phoebe.A week without my dear family.A week since I talked to my little sweetheart.Yep. That's true. Eating disorder has been a problem since I met Jason too.
I locked myself up in my room at my parents house. Well,mom and dad do come up her with food,but I never really touched it,I just threw it out of the window They never notice anything,so I guess that everything is fine. Ryan and my little sweetheart have of course called,but I never picked up or called back.
After a week I decided to get out of bed and get back to my life. I took a long and warm bath. Then I walked to my closet to pick out my outfit. When that was done I picked out a pair of white low Converse. Mom and Dad wasn't home since it was Friday,so basically they are working right now. Since I haven't been eating anything this morning I grabbed an green apple,I sat down and ate in silence while I checked Twitter and Instagram.
When I was done I brushed my teeth and got in my car to pick up Cara a little bit earlier. I believe they were just saying goodbye and stuff like that when I stood there waiting. Usually Ryan would pick her up an hour after they ended on Fridays cause he always worked an hour more than the rest of the days. But Cara was always out with other kids on the playground with a teacher watching them. When kids started to run out Cara stood beside a bench and looked confused.
Her cheeks were a little bit red,and I knew immediately that she has been crying. I walked up to her and crouched to her height when I was in front of her.
"Mommy?"
"Hey,my little princess." She wrapped her small arms around my neck as I wrapped my arms on her waist.
"I missed you momma. Why did you leave me?" A few tears formed in my eyes when I heard that.
"I'm so sorry,princess. It was never suppose to happen,and I promise that that will never happen again. Okay?"
She nodded and I was sure that she cried after I heard whimpers come out of her mouth.
"Come on,let's go and buy ice cream." I smiled and dried her cheeks were the tears was.
Cara took my hand as we got into the car. Today we're going to New York to see my parents,cause I felt so bad after i left her with Ryan.
Not that I didn't trust Ryan but..you know. And I did miss my parents and I'm sure they miss their granddaughter. Anyways I was driving to the airport. To clear somethings out, I did live with my parents back in New York,but Phoebe and I did have plans to move to Los Angeles when we were older,which we did. So it will take like 5 hours to fly over there,but it will be worth it.
About me and Ryan,well I did try to work it out with him. But clearly he didn't want to. So basically I don't know where we stand right now in our relationship. That's why he isn't here right now,but he wouldn't be here anyways because of his job. But Ryan have already met my parents,and I had already met his after Cara was born.
-5 Hours Later-
"Ahh! Hey princess!"
Mom hugged Cara and kissed all over her face.
"Grandma!"
"Hi,babygirls." My dad said as he hugged me and then Cara after my mom realesed her from her hug.
"Why didn't Ryan come?"
"Yeah,mommy. Why not?"
"He's actually busy with work." I fake smiled as they nodded.
"Well,let's get home."
Mom carried Cara as we got our suitcases to put them in the car.
By the time we came home Cara fell asleep. So my mom put her in her own little bed in the room they made for her.
"Well,I'm also tired. So I'm going to bed."
"Okay,darling. Goodnight. It's great to have you back." Mom smiled and kissed my temple,and dad did the same as well.
Next Morning
I heard laughing and giggles from downstairs,so I went down to check out what happened.
Cara was in the air with my dad's hand on both of the sides on Cara and my mom was taking pictures on my phone,which I problably left downstairs since yesterday.
"There you are sunshine." Mom hugged me and gave me my phone.
"Ryan called. But we didn't answer." I nodded and decided to call him later. My stomach growled and I knew I was hungry,so I went to the kitchen to get 'Lucky Charms'. Mom and dad knew I loved those,so I grabbed a bowl and milk.
Later Cara came in when I was about to finish off my breakfast.
"Mommy! Grandpa is chasing me!" I coughed when she jumped up to the chair and tried to hide from dad.
"Cara,mommy is trying to eat."
"Sorry,momma."
Cara reached up to try to kiss my cheek.
"Got ya,princess!" Cara laughed as my dad hugged her.
"Well,what are we going to do today?"
"We're going to the Zoo! Excited right?"
Cara nodded and tried to run away again,but of course mom got her and blew a raspberry on her stomach.
My phone started to vibrate in my hands,as always I answered without looking who it was.
