his baby.

Chapter 24-Again

♫Song Of The Chapter♫

Pia Mia:
|Hold on we're going home|

Penelope's Point of view:

"Mom!Look,it's a butterfly!" Cara said while she pointed at a butterfly that went past her. I smiled and and nodded.

We're at the park because Cara wanted it so here we are!
Maybe it was good for us both so we didn't think about Jason so much. I'm so worried, they haven't called back or anything and- ok take it easy. I took a deep breath and then let it out.

Cara stopped running around and looked at me.

"Mommy? Are you okay?" She ran to me and hugged me tightly. I smiled and nodded as I hugged her back. My little baby girl.

"Can we go to the swings,please?" Cara smiled and grabbed my hand.

I lifted her up on the swing and carefully pushed.Suddenly, my phone vibrates in my pocket. I took it out and it said Jason. I answered with a smile on my face.

"Jason-"

"Uhm, hi Penelope." Ryan? What the f is going on?

"Ryan? Uhm hi?"

"You have to see something, a-and you're not going to like it." And my smile just vanished.

"What is it?"

"Jason's in coma, again."

My world just stopped as my phone fell to the ground.

Again? He's in coma again?

"Mommy? Mommaaa!"

Someone shook me and I came back.

"Uhm..Cara?" I looked down at my daughter as a few tears fell from my eyes.

"Mommy? Are you ok?"

I shook my head and sobbed.

Cara wrapped her small arms around my legs and looked up at me.

"Don't cry, mommy." I tried to smile but it didn't work as good as I thought so I just held my baby girl in my arms.
I just let my tears stream down on my face, I didn't care that Cara or anyone else saw me like this. I wasn't perfect, I wasn't born to be perfect.

But I know that I just can't be like this. So I gathered myself and wiped away the tears. I picked up my phone and called Pattie.

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After I left Cara with Pattie, I drove straight to the hospital.

Ryan was standing outside, smoking. But as soon as he saw me, he tossed the cigarette at the ground and stepped on it.

"Is he okay?" I asked while we hugged, Ryan looked down at me and nodded.

"He's stable right now. Where's Cara?"

"At Pattie's." I answered quickly as we were walking to Jason's room.

Ryan opened the door for me.

I could feel how weak my knees felt when I saw Jason on the hospital bed,again.

My baby.

I sniffed and sat down on the chair beside him and squeezed his hand gently as I kissed it.

Ryan sighed and laid his hand on my shoulder.

"Everything's going to be alright."

That's what I thought,

After that day, I stopped going home. Now and then Cara and Pattie came here to check up on us.

I tried to stay strong but every time when my world is perfect, someone is always going to leave me. Every single time.

Yeah, I was aware that I looked horrible, but I didn't care at that time. I tried to take care of myself,eat, shower go out for a walk. Because of this baby inside of me.
It's been 2 months,already. The crew was devastated. They lost their leader.
They looked just as good as I did right now. Horrible.

"Come on, Penelope. You can't hit sit here! I've been standing out with this for 2 months and it's driving me crazy. I'm not letting you do this to yourself. You have a beautiful daughter that misses her moms love and then a baby on the way. You're not taking care of yourself as you're suppose to." Pattie said with a few tears going down on her cheeks. I sniffed and looked at Jason. He looked so pale, so precious.

"Okay." I said and got up but I left a kiss on Jason's lips before I got out of the room I had been in for 2 months.

Pattie was driving in the rain while I just looked out of the windows.

My life's messed up, I lost the one that I loved the most. I've been working so hard only to have my world fall apart.

Pattie opened the door for me as soon as we were at her house. I tried to smiled but I just think it came out awfully.

"Cara! Jeremy!"

Cara ran from the kitchen with a cookie in her hand while Jeremy was chasing her.

"Oh, hi Penelope. I haven't seen you for a very long time." Jeremy smiled and hugged me.
Cara just stood there. Watching her terrible mom come back from nowhere.

"C-Cara, swe-ethear-rt,I-I'm so sorr-y." The tears started again so I began to sniff. I looked down at the floor, a second or so later, someone's arms was wrapped around my neck.

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Guys I'm so sorry😅

This was finished a few days ago but things happened(school happened) so I couldn't upload it. But here it is!

It's a bit longer than what I use to write so I hope you enjoy it:)

There's like this boy in my class and he's literally a head and a half taller than me😅 But omfg I think he likes me😍🙈

I'm just 5'1🙈🔫
But the perks of being short is you get tall boys ya know😏😂

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