JAXONS POV
She left.
I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't even function.
I got my diploma just so I could stay out of school.
I couldn't face school even if I didn't have enough credits.
I loved this girl. So much it hurt.
And she left ....
She left me.
"YOU PROMISED ME!!!!" I yelled as I threw my bottle of vodka against the wall and slid the razor across my arm one final time.
"You.... You promised me," I whined while I slid down the wall in a pool of my own tears.
"Jaxon.... Honey, you need your sleep," my mom said sleepily at the top of our stairs.
"NO!! SHE LEFT ME MOM!! SHE'S IN F**KING MONTANA AND I'M STUCK HERE IN FRIGGIN NEW YORK!!! DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN OR SLEEP OR ANYTHING BECAUSE ALL I'M GOING TO DO NOW IS DIE. THERE'S NO ONE ELSE FOR ME, AND I'LL DIE ALONE." I threw another bottle at the wall and watched the alcohol slide down the wall.
(A/N;
Sorry about the short chapter y'all!!! I just felt like Jaxon should have some say in the girl he loves so deeply leaving .
Any of y'all upset about this ???
I'm heartbroken and it's MY story XD
-Riley )
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JugendliteraturCarlee Hemmeway is just a young girl who has gone through the worst. Self harm, losing her mother, an abusive father, almost losing her best friend. And then a young boy pulls her out of her emotional rollercoaster, only able to go down. Will he tur...
