I didn't want to walk into the hallway because I knew Jaxon would be out there, and I didn't want to talk to him AT ALL.
Or at least, not right now.
Too much on my mind.
"Carlee, what the hell was------" I cut him off with a simple kiss.
"I'm still pissed. We will talk when we get back to your house. I don't have the energy."
"No. Let's talk now. I want to know what the hell was going through your mind earlier."
"NO. Not now."
"Carlee, NOW. Start talking."
"No! Don't you know what no means??? Stop this. My best friend is on the verge of dying and I'm on the verge of breaking down and you want me to express my feelings and explain what I was thinking???
FINE. I was thinking 'Hey, maybe I actually love him' & you go and say that you don't want me crying and that scared me. I'm terrified. I can't lose my best friend. But I can't lose you either because you mean everything to me! You are the best boyfriend I've ever had and earlier, you never answered my question about the girls you've been with and that pissed me off. How many girls before me?? How many have you loved?? How many have you kissed??? How many----" he cut me off by kissing me passionately.
"Stop, Baby. STOP. You're overreacting and you're getting yourself worked up over nothing. YOU were my first kiss. YOU are my first love and I'll never get over you and how much I love you. There was ONE girl before you and she didn't even compare to you. You're amazing. I think you're perfect Baby, even with your flaws. You ask what I LIKE about you, well, I love it all. I love YOU. Okay???"
"You.... You do?"
"I've TOLD you this!!"
"Well I love you too you ass!" and I added a little laugh at the end as he pulled me into his arms.
"Good, because you're mine, only mine, forever mine. Now can we go home??"
I nodded my head, wanting to go back to his house.
"I need my sweats. My house please? I hate to ask this but, can I stay the night?"
"YES. I was going to ask you the same thing! Please stay the night!"
"Hey Jaxon?"
"Yes Beautiful?"
"I'm graduating."
And with that his jaw dropped.
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RollerCoaster Ride.
Fiksyen RemajaCarlee Hemmeway is just a young girl who has gone through the worst. Self harm, losing her mother, an abusive father, almost losing her best friend. And then a young boy pulls her out of her emotional rollercoaster, only able to go down. Will he tur...
