Chapter 13 of Bad Boy Next Door// Matthew Espinosa Fanfiction
Tori's POV:
I'm currently sitting in the waiting room of a hospital at 2:57 a.m. Chassidy and Matt are in surgery right now. I've been to this hospital way to much in the last month.
I'm leaning against Jack G while we wait for Matt and Chassidy to get out of surgery. The other guys went home. They said they would come back when they wake up. Matts parents are on a business trip and are taking the next flight down to come to the hospital. Chassidy's dad got arrested and her mom's with us in the waiting room.
Jack G has watery eyes while I'm full on crying. But on the other hand Chassidy's mom is just sitting there like she could care less if her daughter died or not. Jack's trying to stay strong for my sake. I can see it in his eyes and how he comforts me.
But I can't do it. What if Chassidy and Matt die? It'll all be my fault. If I had just went with Chassidy she wouldn't be in the hospital. And if I didn't run into the house after I heard that gunshot Matt wouldn't be in the hospital.
I'm a bitch. I'm an uncaring bitch. I didn't think about anyone else when I did what I did. I started crying harder at my thoughts. "Woah woah what's wrong?" Jack asks as he turns more towards me. I just shake my head. I'm being stupid.
Jack's POV:
It's been another hour. So now it's about 4:00 a.m. Tori has fallen asleep on my shoulder but I don't mind. I just can't stop thinking about why Tori was crying so hard.
She wouldn't tell me so now I keep thinking about it. It was probably nothing, she's just worried. "Yea that's it." I whispered to myself as I started to dose off.
"Excuse me?" I heard a small voice say.
"Excuse me!?" I opened my eyes to see a nurse standing in front of me. Tori still had her head laying on my shoulder. I moved slightly so Tori wouldn't wake.
"Um yes?" I stuttered nervous of what the nurse would say.
"Your friend Chassidy is doing fine she's sleeping at the moment." The nurse said to me in a calm voice.
"What about Matt?" I asked slightly worried.
"Im sorry to say that Matt is in critical condition. He was shot in a sensitive spot that he will need more surgery done. He might not make it." I sat there shocked. Tears coming out of my eyes. I don't cry usually, I make a quick decision and get out of my seat and running out of the hospital.
I fell bad for waking Tori up, but I ignore it as I see this building next to the Hospital. I ran up to it and started punching the wall.
My knuckles hurt and I can feel the blood pouring out of the newly formed cuts on my hands. But I didn't stop I just kept punching and punching.
"Jack!" I hear someone call but I ignore it.
"Jack!" I hear it again. Next thing I know I'm on the ground sobbing. Tori sits down next to me and stares at me intently as I cry. I let all my feelings out.
My bestfriend might die. "Jack it's going to be alright." Tori says in a quiet voice while rubbing my back.
"He's going to be fine he'll make it." She says trying to reassure me.
"Don't fucking say that!" I yell at Tori pointing my finger at her.
"You don't know shit Tori! Now what if he dies? You would be the one I blame because you told me he would be fine! You see the mistake you made." I whisper the last part as I drop my head into my hands.
"People make mistakes." I hear her whisper ever so quietly. I see tears forming in her eyes and I suddenly feel like a prick for just saying what I said.
She comes up to me and hugs me. "I know it's my fault and I'm sorry. I just don't know what else to say Jack." She cries into my shoulder as we hug.
"It's not your fault I was being an asshole. I'm so sorry." I say while crying. "It's fine I understand." She says as she cries into my shoulder.
Tori's POV:
Jack was right it is my fault. I just didn't know what else to say. I'm so confused and tired.
After Jack and I calmed down we went back into the hospital. Jack and I went to the bathroom so I could clean his hands up. When I was finished wrapping them with bandages we walked to Chassidy's room. She was still sleeping. So Jack and I just sat in the chairs next to her bed and waited for her to get up.
** "We are sorry to say but Matthew Espinosa has passed away this morning at 7:07 am." When I heard the news from the doctor I ran out of the hospital with no destination. I ended up on top of a tall building. I was standing on the edge. I didn't know what to do. This was all my fault. It was my fault Chassidy got kidnapped. It was my fault Chassidy's in the hospital. It was my fault Matt got shot. And it's my fault Matt is dead. I scream out as I pull at my hair. I can't take the pressure and guilt anymore. I didn't know what to do with myself. I took one last deep breath and took a step forward off of the edge. **
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Chapter 14 coming soon! Please Vote! Thanks loves!😘
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Teaser: Tori and Jack hear the news about Matt and Chassidy gets released.
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