Bad Boy Next Door// M.E.

Matt's Thoughts

Okay this isn't a chapter but I thought this would be a cute little filler kind of thing that expresses what's going on in Matts brain.

So read it haha

Anyways

I start school in a few days but I promise my next upload will be a long chapter.

I love you guys and I just want to say thank you so much! This fanfiction has gotten so far since when I first started writing it which was around August last summer.

And just cause it's been awhile I'll give out a secret about the next chapter: A new character is introduced and I love him so much. Hopefully you guys know who he is but I have a feeling that most of you won't. We'll maybe you will who knows haha.

Love you guys!❤️

P.s. I already know I used that picture of Matt before but I literally have no storage on my phone and I deleted most of my pictures and that's the only one I have of him! Sorry😁

Matt's POV:

If someone asked me "Are you inlove?" I would easily say yes. But if they asked a follow up question of "Why?" Or told me to explain. I would simply shrug my shoulders.

You can't define Love. You can express it. Say it. Love it. You can Love Love. Right? I Love the feeling of Love but do I Love it?

If I didn't Love Tori I wouldn't be so heartbroken of the situation she's been put in.

If I didn't love Tori I wouldn't have tried so hard to forget about her after that video.

But...

If I didn't fall inlove with Tori I wouldn't be the guy I am today.

If I didn't fall inlove with Tori I would have never experienced this feeling of loving and being loved in a romantic way.

Tori was my very first love. But she wasn't my very first heartbreak. My very first heartbreak wasn't from a girl. It was Nick's death. When Nick died I had my very first heartbreak because I lost my only true best friend.

And if I didn't meet or fall inlove with Tori I would have never realized that Nicks death wasn't entirely my fault.

And I would have never found another true best friend that I can depend on and love.

Tori is apart of my heart. She will always be apart of my heart.

So as I sit here crying my eyes out in my dark bedroom while everyone else is fast asleep downstairs I realize that Tori changed me for the better.

She made me a better person. We have had a few bumps along the road but after all of that we will be brought back together again to start where we left off with our happy and healthy relationship that had been broken down.

We are being brought back together by true love.

And even though we both gave up and tried to forget about each other we realized that we belong together. And nothing will keep us away from each other. For now at least.

Tori is my one and only true love.

But you can have more than one true friend.