Storm in my room

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•Warning: there will be a self harm scene. I'll tell you when it's over so you don't miss anything important.
•Garnet's pov:
I stop thinking of the solar systems and I just look. I soon see a person a little ways down. I lift and eyebrow and I walk towards this persons form. I keep walking until I know who i'm seeing.
"Y/N!" I yell and I run towards her. She turns around and she smiles at me. She opens her arms and I hug her. I smile in the crook of her neck and she starts to cry.
"Garnet, you let me get taken. It's all your fault!" Y/N yells and that's when I remember. Y/N's gone.
"Y/N we're making a ship to come and find you. We're trying our best. I'm trying my best." I tell her and she scowls.
"You knew I was going to get taken and yet you did nothing! You were being a coward and let me get taken away from Yellow!" Y/N yells. I start to cry, because I know she's right. I did nothing when she needed me most. She's gone because of me.
"Y/N, I know your not actually hear but I just want to spend time with you. I want you to be like yourself." I plead with Y/N and she changes.
"Garnet, what's wrong? Are you ok?" Y/N asks me and I look at her. She places one of  her hands on my cheek and the other takes off my visors.
"Y/N, i'm sorry. I didn't even get to tell you how I felt. I should've told you to stay back at the temple. You would still be here, in my arms. Safe." I tell Y/N and she looks at me.
"Garnet, I pretty much forced you to take me with you. It's my fault, don't blame yourself. I don't like seeing you so upset. Just talk to me." Y/N tells me and I nod. I keep my visors off and I grab Y/N's hand. I lead her to anywhere. I think of a place I know she'll love. Soon a weeping willow pops up and in front of it is a pond. On the ground is a picnic basket, I bring her towards the picnic basket and I sit her down, I then sit down next to her. I cross my legs and I face her.
"Garnet do you want to talk to me?" Y/N asks and I nod.
"Y/N i'm happy your here. Even though you've been gone for not even a day, I already miss you. I miss your smile and your laugh. I just want you here, next to me. I should've made you stay at the temple it's all my....." I tell Y/N but she cuts me off.
"No! Garnet I keep telling you, it's not your fault. It's okay. It's fine. Just save me from Yellow diamond so I don't have to be with her for so long. You keep helping me, now it's my turn to help you." Y/N tells me and I nod my head.
"So did you like your surprise bracelet? Someone a long time ago made it for me but I never wore it." I tell Y/N and she nods her head.
"I love it! It fits perfectly and I don't ever want to take it off." Y/N tells me and I chuckle.
"Bismuth even added a surprise." I tell Y/N and she looks at me.
"What's the surprise?" She asks me and I laugh. I try grab her wrist but my hand slides through thin air. I looked at Y/N and she was still there but my hand moved through her.
"Y/N?" I ask and she touches my cheeks. She pulls me close to her mouth, I look forward to feeling her lips but Y/N is soon gone. I'm now sitting on the grass, alone. I sigh and I close my eyes. I then think of Y/N holding her axe. I stand up and the scenery around me disappears and it's just me and Y/N. I walk towards her, she grips the axe tighter and she stabs me with the axe. I thought it was fake, but it hurt like it was real. I split in half and Ruby and Sapphire fall to the floor.
•Pearl's pov:
I work with Peridot, but something seems to be on her mind. At first I don't say anything but her work seems to get worse.
"Is something on your mind Peridot?" I ask but she shakes her head.
"Ok then." I tell Peridot but she looks up at me.
"Your supposed to ask again!" Peridot yells and I scoff.
"Are you sure somethings not wrong Peridot?" I ask and I rill my eyes.
"No i'm not okay. The diamonds came to Earth and I didn't even know about it. I just stayed in the stupid bathroom, and everyone fought with them. Y/N was the first human i've seen that can fuse with gems. We have to save Y/N unless we don't want to experiment with her. Now the diamonds have her and we can't do anything except for building a stupid ship. We don't even know where she is." Peridot tells me and I sigh.
"Peridot, if we find the diamonds come with us and you can fight. Then when we get Y/N we can celebrate, Garnet can be happy, and we can experiment. We need every gem to help us, we can save Y/N and hopefully she's still alive. I liked Y/N but Garnet gave all of her attention to her. She needed to continue guiding us but Y/N got in the way." I tell Peridot and I look at her. She has a shocked look on her face and she looks at something behind me. I mentally slap myself, knowing someone just heard what I said. I turn around and see Garnet, her hands are balled into fists and she looks angry. She looks at me and then at Peridot and I cover my mouth with my hands.
"Garnet!" I yell at Garnet but she turns to walk away. I touch her shoulder and she shakes my hand off.
"If you don't like me being leader just leave! A very special human has been taken and you don't even care! You should be happy that i'm happy. You always want me to yourself because your nothing but a Pearl! You only care about yourself and how you want to feel. She's the first person i've loved other than Ruby and Sapphire. I guess you don't care about my feelings, you try being the leader and you'll see how hard it is." Garnet tells me and I stop in my tracks. She just said I was nothing but a Pearl.
"Well at least I had a purpose! Your just a fusion who shouldn't exist! Your an abomination!" I yell to Garnet and she stops. She turns around and she summons her gauntlets. I sigh and I summon my spear. I charge at her with my spear in hand and she dodges my attack, she tries to hit me in the face but I jump over her and I kick her in the back. She stumbles forwards and she turns around. She rubs towards me and hits me in the face. I step back and I slide under her feet, I come up behind her and when I go to stab her I feel my spear go into flesh. I look and see Peridot standing in front if me with my spear inside of her.
"Stop fighting! It's useless, I know Y/N's gone but this isn't what she would want! You are a team, act like it! I don't care if you agree with eachother, just ignore eachother for the time being." Peridot yells at us, out of breath. She has her hands around my spear and she has a painful expression on her face. I pull out my spear and it soon disappears. Garnet looks at me and she walks away. Peridot holds her stomach and walks towards the barn. What have I done?
•Y/N's pov:
I wake up in bed but it is dark in my room. I look around and I can't see anything. I get out of bed and I feel my feet hit the cold ground. I shiver but I move in any direction. I put my arms out, I keep walking until I collide with something. The lights soon kick on and I see Garnet standing in front of me.
"Garnet!" I yell and I hug her. She doesn't hug me and I pull away.
"Garnet?" I ask.
"I only used you. I just used you for your power. I can't believe you couldn't see it this whole time. I never loved you." I hear Garnets voice but her mouth isn't moving.
"You don't mean that. Your just fake, right?" I ask but Garnet smirks.
"I might be fake but my voice isn't. You know that everyone used you for your power." Garnet tells me and I shake my head.
"No, your wrong! Everyone liked me for me! Your not real, this isn't real!" I yell.
"Just hurt yourself. Relieve your pain." Garnet tells me and hands me a razor blade.
"No! I made a promise to Garnet to not do it again! You can't make me do it." I tell Garnet. I look at the razor blade and I see it shimmer.
"Garnet just wanted you to trust her Y/N, it was all a lie." Garnet tells me and I fall to my hands. What if Garnet did lie to me to just make me trust her? What if no one liked me and they were using me for my powers? What if Garnet didn't save me from Yellow because she wanted to get rid of me? I ask myself questions and I only have one answer.
•Self harm scene!•
I look up at Garnet and I take the razor blade. She smiles, I walk to my bed and I sit on top of it. I look up to not see Garnet in the room anymore. I sigh and I look at the razor. Should I do it? I nod my head and I grip the razor in my left hand. I hold out my right arm and I press the razor on my skin. At first no blood shows up but after a while blood starts to cover up the freshly new cut. I dip my finger in the blood and I spread it over my arm. I then move the razor a little closer to my wrist and I cut my skin. I keep cutting on my arm and soon my wrist is the only thing that doesn't have a cut on it. I place the razor on my wrist and I slowly guide the razor across my wrist. I cut my wrist deep and crimson red liquid is all over it. I begin to feel woozy and I sway. I drop the razor and I fall backwards on to the bed. I fight to keep my eyes open. I look up at the ceiling and my eyes begin to close. I soon pass out.
Self harm scene is over!•
"Y/N?" I hear a voice ask.
"Y/N." I hear the voice again and I begin to shake.
"Y/N!" I hear the voice yell and I feel my cheek burn red. I shoot up and I see Jasper sitting on my bed in front of me. I look down at my arm and see blood covering it. I look up at Jasper and she has a look of concern, and shock.
"What happened to you?" Jasper asks and points at my arm. I rub my head and I look at her watching my every move.
"I can't remember." I tell her and she gives me a look.
"Ok. Well you might want to cover that up." Jasper tells me and I lift an eyebrow.
"Why, what's going on?" I ask and she looks me in the eyes.
"We're here."
•Hi, i'm sorry for a self harm scene I know some people can get triggered so I will tell you whenever self harm will happen or is talked about vividly. Also, some people like Pearl so i'm sorry if she's your favorite character and I made her a bitch, I thought it would add some drama.

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