Now i'm only falling apart

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•Y/N's pov:
In front of me stood a tall woman, so bright I could barely look at her.
"There you are! Welcome back Y/N!" This woman spoke. I look by her feet and I realize just how tall she is, I also see a white Pearl holding her arms out. She wears this nice outfit that reminds me of a ballerina, her eyes are gray and she has a smile on her face. I look at Yellow and Blue and I see their Pearls by their feet as well. I step towards this bright, tall woman and I look up at her.
"Who are you." I try to ask her a question but my words sound harsh and bitter. This white woman chuckles, her chuckle is loud and it reminds me of Yellow's chuckle, cold and brooding.
"Now that's not polite Y/N. Tsk tsk, I thought you'd be better trained. Well I can fix that later. But for now, i'll let it slide. You can call me White diamond. Unlike your other diamonds, I am more powerful. I'm not weak like them, i'm not afraid to teach others a lesson. Hopefully you'll know what's right and you'll behave." White diamond tells me and I can't help but scoff.
"I'm not scared of you, or any other diamonds. I've already gone through hell, just take me through it again." I tell White diamond and she laughs.
"Ha ha! Oh my! You're a feisty one aren't you? Just like her. What Yellow and Blue did to you was a cake walk. What I will do.... Will be even more fun!" White diamond tells me with a tone in her voice that makes me skin crawl. I realize that she didn't say it like that because she wants to scare me, it's because she means it. She laughs at my reaction and she sits down on a tall throne behind her. She crosses her legs and she just looks at me and smiles. She places one of her hands under her chin, and the other is just placed on her knee. She looks down at me, with a small smile on her face. I stare back at her until she breaks eye contact and looks down at her Pearl.
"Pearl, bring her towards me." White diamond speaks and her Pearl floats towards me. I look around for some type of weapon, my eyes land upon a tall pipe with a candle on the top of it. I look back and the Pearl is right in front of me. I quickly reach for the pipe and I pull it out of the ground. I swing the pipe and I feel it go through her skin. I look at the Pearl and the pipe sticks out if her left eye. Around the pipe there's small cracks surrounding it. She clutches her face and lets out a shriek of pain. White diamond shoots up from her throne and rushes towards me and her Pearl. White diamond reaches out her hand and picks up her Pearl, White diamond pulls out the pipe and I see tears roll down her Pearls face. The pipe falls in front of me and I try to run towards it. A set of arms grabs my shoulders, pulling me back.
"Don't you DARE!! You idiotic girl! How DARE you hurt my Pearl! You will be punished! Yellow! Make your Pearl take Y/N to my ship so she will be punished! I can't wait to make
Y/N a weapon. Now Y/N nows what hell really is." White diamond yells at Yellow and Yellow stand up from her chair and stomps towards me. She scoffs and picks up her Pearl. She leans her head to her Pearls ear and whispers something. Her Pearl nods and Yellow soon places her Pearl next to me. Yellows Pearl places her hands on my shoulders and she pushes me to the door I walked through to get in here. Blues Pearl unlocks the doors and Yellows Pearl pushes me through it. I get one last glance through the door and I see White diamonds Pearl clutching her left eye, the doors soon close and I turn back around. I look through the corridor and I see some Rose quartz and some Amethysts looking at me as Yellows Pearl pushes me. They each have sorrowful looks on their faces and I just look down at the ground as I walk. Yellows Pearl keeps ahold of me and I see more gems on the sides of me and Yellows Pearl. I don't bother looking at them, I feel so ashamed. I hear a few gasps until I hear a familiar voice.
"No!" I hear Jasper yell and I jolt my head towards her voice. I see Jasper with tears rollin down her face, I turn towards Yellows Pearl and she has a disgusted look on her face.
"What do you want?" Yellows Pearl asks in a snobbish voice.
"Don't take her! Take me! Just leave her alone! I swear i'll do anything just leave her alone!" Jasper pleads and goes on her knees. No.
"Go away you filthy pest! White diamond doesn't want you, she wants this human." Yellows Pearl tells Jasper but Jasper keeps pleading.
"No! She doesn't deserve this!" Jasper begs and pleads but Yellows Pearl just scoffs and pushes me forward. I sigh, realizing that I might actually die. I feel Yellows Pearls grip let go of my shoulders and I hear some footsteps. I turn around and I see Jasper on top of Yellows Pearl. Jasper punches this Pearl over and over again, until a Bismuth pulls Jasper off of this Pearl. Jasper holds her hands in fists but Yellows Pearl just holds her face.
"What are you doing Bis?! Let me hurt her!" Jasper yells but the Bismuth just tightens her grip.
"You'll be shattered Jasper! Are you really willing to be shattered for a human?" The Bismuth yells at Jasper and Jasper stops moving.
"Are you okay now Jas?" The Bismuth asks and Jasper nods. The Bismuth lets go of Jasper and Jasper turns around and looks at me.
"I'm sorry Y/N. I barely know you, and I want to make it up to you. I'm willing to be shattered for you. I shouldn't have kissed you, so I want to do this for you." Jasper tells me and I kiss her on the cheek.
"I don't want you to get shattered, but you seem to want to do it. Jasper I wish this could have ended a different way. Thank you." I tell Jasper and I notice a blush runs up her neck.
"What happened here?!" I hear a voice yell and I turn around and see a tall bluish purple. She has tall white boots and has a Yellow diamond on her outfit. She looks at me but then moves her vision on Yellows Pearl o the ground. She runs towards Yellows Pearl and kneels down to help Yellows Pearl off the ground.
"Are you okay?" This gem asks and looks around, her eyes eventually landing on me. She points at me and her eyes bulge out of her head.
"You! You did this! First you crack White diamonds Pearl, and now! Now you're hurting another Pearl! White diamond will hear about this!" The gem yells at me but Jasper jumps in front of the gems face.
"No! It was me! I attacked her. She was gonna take Y/N away." Jasper tells the gem.
"Uh huh. You and this human will come with me. I'll drop Yellow diamonds Pearl in Yellow diamonds quarters. Everyone else, leave now and return to your duties!" The gem yells and everyone else besides me and Jasper leave. Once everyone's gone, this gem picks up Yellows Pearl and carries her. Jasper looks at me with worry on her face. I walk towards Jasper and lean by her ear.
"Who is she?" I ask Jasper and she sighs. She looks into my eyes, and I can see the fear in her eyes.
"A Holly blue agate. She watches over the other gems here. She my 2nd boss, the diamonds being my first." Jasper tells me and I nod.
"Be quiet you two! The diamonds can't wait to hurt you." Holly blue tells me and I shudder. I look at Jasper and her eyes are huge.
"I'm just kidding! They won't hurt you Y/N." Holly blue tells us both with a chuckle. We keep walking in silence for the rest of the walk. We soon reach double doors and we all stop.
"Open the door Y/N." Holly blue tells me and I sigh. No one has told me that for years. I walk towards the door and I type somethings on it. The doors soon open and I see Yellows throne. We walk farther in the room and Yellow looks down at us, with boredom apparent on her face.
"What are you still doing here Y/N?! White told you to go to her sh-" Yellow begins but then she suddenly stops talking.
"What on homeworld happened?!" Yellow yells. I look over at Holly blue and I see the smile on her face falter. She does the hand signal and she opens her mouth to speak.
"My diamond. I heard some commotion down the halls and I followed the noise. When I reached the noise I saw my recruiters surrounding your Pearl and I stopped the fight." Holly blue tells Yellow and Yellow scoffs.
"Then why is there a Jasper and Y/N here?" Yellow asks and Holly blue frowns.
"Well my diamond, this Jasper started the fight just to save Y/N. She needs to be shattered for messing with a gem that's part of the high court." Holly blue tells Yellow and I turn my head and look at Jasper. She has less color on her face, and she wears a panicked expression. I rub her shoulder and she turns her head and smiles at me. I give her a smile and I nod my head.
"That's a great idea. I will shatter her right away, but Holly blue?" Yellow asks and Holly blue just smiles.
"Yes my diamond?" Holly blue asks.
"Never tell me what to do again. The next time you do it, I will see that you are shattered." Yellow tells Holly blue, and she just shutters at the thought.
"Now where's my Pearl?" Yellow asks and Holly blue looks around. Yellows Pearl was just here. Holly blue keeps looking around and she looks frantic.
"I don't know my diamond. She was just in my arms." Holly blue tells Yellow but Yellow just sighs. She squeezes the bridge of her nose.
"Just leave. Just leave Holly blue." Yellow tells Holly blue. Holly blue turns around and but Yellows Pearl opens the doors. Yellows Pearl looks way better, her face doesn't have bruises and her eyes are less swollen.
"Pearl?! Where did you go?" Yellow asks but Yellows Pearl just shrugs.
"I woke up in a bed. So I came here figuring you were here." Yellows Pearl tells everyone. Yellow nods and motions for her Pearl to come over by her. Yellows Pearl goes over by her and stands by her side. Jasper scoffs and she speaks.
"Will you just shatter me already?!" Jasper yells and Yellow looks taken aback. Yellow soon smirks and looks at me.
"Yes, let's do it. Y/N, come and watch your best friend being shattered. It'll be so pleasant." Yellow tells us. She chuckles, she stands up and picks up Jasper and I.
"We're gonna go to the shattering chamber.
Y/N you will watch through the window that's there." Yellow tells us and she explodes into laughter. She carries me and Jasper towards the doors and Yellows Pearl types on the key pad and the doors open in front of us. Yellow keeps carrying us for awhile, but after about 30 minutes I see some medium sized doors and a big glass window next to it. I look through the window and see a small chair with a drill hanging above it. I look over at Jasper and she looks so scared. I hold her hand and she turns her head and looks at me. Some color comes back to her face, and I notice it's a very defiant blush. She half heartedly smiles and she tightens her grip on my hand.
"Jasper, this is where you will exist no more. Pearl, put her in the chair!" Yellow yells and puts her hand on the ground and Yellows Pearl walks towards Jasper and grips Jaspers arms and pushes them behind her own back. Jasper sighs and I notice her face kind of shines. I then notice it's the light bouncing off of the tears on her face.
"Yellow can I at least say my goodbyes?" I ask Yellow and she just scoffs. I give her a pleading look and she sighs.
"Fine! But only for 30 seconds. Your time starts now." Yellow tells me and I run off of her hand and I envelope Jasper in a hug. Tears roll down my face and onto her shoulders.
"Thank you so much Jasper! I can't express how thankful I am. I just wish it didn't have to end this way, I love you Jasper. Your my savior, I'm so sorry that your going to be shattered. I will never forget how nice and caring you are." I tell Jasper quickly and I just sob even more. My only friend on this ship, is going to be shattered. It's all my fault. I pull my head back and I lean in to kiss her cheek, but arms are pulling me away from Jasper. The arms pull me up into the air and I'm soon placed into Yellows palm. I look down at Jasper and I see her balling her eyes out. Yellows Pearl pushes Jasper through the door after typing things into the keypad, and Yellows Pearl pushes Jasper on the chair. She straps metal cuffs around her wrists and soon some cuffs are on her ankles. Yellows Pearl moves the drill by Jaspers should and the Pearl soon flicks a button and I hear a faint noise coming from the room. The Pearl looks through the window at me and Yellow and she has a smug smirk on her face. (You know the one.) I close my eyes but I hear Yellow chuckle.
"Keep your eyes open!" Yellow yells. I open my and I see the drill inches away from Jaspers shoulder. I keep my eyes open, knowing that Yellow will just force me to watch it anyway. Soon the drill reaches Jaspers gem and she screeches out in pain.
"Ahhhhh!!! Y/N!! Help me!! Please!! Please! Help me!" Jasper screams a blood curtailing scream and the drill just goes farther in the gem.
"Just think Y/N. If you go back to the weak planet, this will happen to all of your friends! But when it comes to your nuisance fusion girlfriend, she will get something much, much worse!" Yellow whispers in my ears and my tears fall quicker.
"Ahhhhh!!!! Y/N!! Please! Please!! It hurts so much!! Why did I do this for you?!!! Y/N!!!" Jasper yells and I scrunch my face up. I fall on Yellows hand, my hands and knees touching her skin.
"Just think, that Pearl, that Amethyst, that traitor Peridot! All screaming, just like her. Begging and crying for you to help. You couldn't do anything. Your weak!" Yellow says in my ear and I cover my mouth. I sob into my hand. My tears fall down my face uncontrollably.
"Y/N!!!! Please!!!" Jaspers voice becomes shrill as she screams.
"Just let her go!! Yellow!! Just let her go!!" I yell out as I clutch the side of my head. I look up and I see Jasper looking over at me as she screams. Her screams echo through the room. I put my head back down and I just hear her screaming.
"Ahhhh!! Help me!!!! It hurts so badly!!!! Plea-" Jasper yells but it's soon cut off. I hear the drill stop and I can't hear Jaspers screams anymore. I stand up and I look through the window. I don't see Jasper anymore, I just see shards of her gem on the chair she was currently sitting at. I cup my hand over my mouth, and tears soon roll down my hand.
"Ahh!" I scream into my hand but it's just muffled. I hear Yellow laugh and soon her Pearl is by her feet. Yellow turns around and walks forward. I crouch down and I let my tears cover my face. I keep my hand over my mouth and I close my eyes, tears flow like a river down my face and I can't help but feel guilty. It's my fault Jaspers dead. It's all my fault. I look in front of me and I see some doors. We keep walking forward until Yellow stops in front of the doors.
"Pearl leave us alone. Go back to my quarters and I'll meet you there later." Yellow tells her Pearl and her Pearl just does that stupid hand signal.
"Yes my diamond!" Yellows Pearl says and she walks off. Yellow sighs and soon a yellow bubble surrounds us. I can feel us floating for a little bit until the bubble disappears. I look around us and we're on a ship. The ship is bright on the inside, and there's many lights on the walls. Yellow sets me down on the ground and she looks down at me.
"Stay by my side. I don't want to loose you on White's ship." Yellow tells me and I nod. She smiles and she steps forward. I follow by her side until we reach really tall white doors.
"Please open the door." Yellow tells me and I step towards the keypad. I type things on the pad but a bright red X pops up on the screen. I furrow my eyebrows and I type something different on it but the red X pops up again.
"I don't know these controls Yellow. I can't open the door." I tell Yellow and she sighs.
"Of course! White always wants to be better then me and Blue! White open this door!" Yellow yells and bangs on the doors. The door makes a clanging noise as Yellows fist collides with it. I hear a noise and the doors open. I look down and see Whites Pearl, next to the control panel. I look at where her left eye used to be and I frown. I broke this Pearl for no reason. I hear footsteps and I look back up and I see White walking towards us.
"Ah! Yellow! Y/N! How good it is to see you again. Yellow, you can leave Y/N here." White tells Yellow and Yellow moves her hand towards the ground. Once Yellows hand reaches the ground, I jump off. I look back up at Yellow one more time and she gives me a worried look. She sighs and turns around to leave.
"Come walk in Y/N." White tells me and I walk towards her. I hear the doors close behind me and I look up at White. She then soon speaks.
"The funs about to begin!"

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