Me, Myself and I - English Version

A new beginning

For the last two weeks I'm better than I've ever been. My tribe even asks me some question such as "are you okay" or "what gives that smile ?" They are suspicious. I don't know what's up with me. I feel fuzzy, a bit dizzy, shall we say light-headed. Everything is making me smile for no reason since Mipha came to see me. I train every single day since now my determination is at an all time high. I don't need anymore to practice my newest ability, Revali's gale, which is a good thing. I don't have to stress anymore about it since I was always afraid of failing. Now, I soar like a breeze. My heart does the same I must admit.

Mipha's visit really changed my mood. She made me feel like I have an important place in the team for once. Maybe not the principal one,but I know that they need me to succeed. So, I train and prepare myself properly for the safety of everyone. I still don't like Link that much for taking the place I should rightfully have, but I just get over him and forget his existence for now. It helps. Also,it gets me up to know I have a friend. My people may adore me,but they aren't my friends, always here to listen to me. I had one friend... a girl... but she had to leave... well. There's also the elder but I stopped to talk to him about my feelings since I was afraid of what he could think of me if he learned I have a crush on a Zora... Sweetie scale told me that "If I ever felt sad or something,I just have to go to Zora's Domain and she would be here for me."  She also gave me back my poncho. I wonder how she knew I was sad to give it to her. This poncho is so old and precious for me.. and it is even more now. It smells just like her. No,a Zora doesn't smell like a fish. It would be a bit more gross. She smells like flowers. And now the cloth smells like it. I put it a bit during the last two weeks but I didn't want it to lost this soothing perfume. I must say my beds smells the same thing but I can't do anything about it. I just sleep better with it. However let's just say I won't ask her to visit me so my beds smells like her this is inappropriate. I'm not a psychopath! I just profit of the time I  have with this fragrance to ease me and help me get some rest. Aaah. Just by thinking of her, my hearts starts racing. I know I don't have a chance to be with her, but at least she makes me dream and live. Be her friend may be the best thing I would ask from her even if it's hurting me a lot sometimes... I..-I just have to ignore this fact.

Today, I'll bring some kids train with me at the flight range. No,not the same one as the last time, today they are four. They told me they wanted to see the flight range and they shown some difficulties at flying so I asked them -and their parents- if they could go with me to raised they skills and learn some tricks from the great Revali, expert of the sky. This is going to be a pleasing experience. "So, lil'Birdaboo ! Are you all ready for your training with the great Revali ?" They were all excited,claiming :"YES MASTER REVALI !"

I asked who had the most difficulty when it comes to flying and the younger, a small girl, told me she found tough to fly for a long distance so I carried her. She had to be like four years old so I could understand... I've been so weak myself at this age. At least there is someone who wants to teach her to to fly... unlike me.

At the range, is was really fun and we had a great time. They were so happy it filled my heart with happiness too. I love to be around children. They are you like a hero whatever happens and ... maybe I still feel like a child inside from the childhood I didn't have so to spend time with them makes me feels good. I can be myself and have fun. It's like my young self gets back and lives for a brief moment. Whatever. It's not important for the whole world to know. We ate our lunch together around the fire. They were talking together and during this time I was lost in my mind, looking outside by the fence. They brought me back when I heard the word "Mipha". Zuri,the small owl-like Rito, began :"Have one of you seen her ? She is cute !" Jaco, the red one, said : " I've heard Revali had a crush on her." They turned to me :" Is that true, Master Revali ?!?" I answered: "Do not believe everything you've heard, sweetie. She is my friend and a good ally with who I'll protect you all from calamity Ganon." Caille, a shy yet strong boy of my little group, said : "But you find her cute, right ? " I didn't respond because I heard some noises and it took my attention. I aslo didn't want to admit she is too cute to be real. Funa, a young determined duckling, added when I turned : "Looks like all Princesses travels all this way for Revali." Indeed, it was Zelda. 

- Oh well, it's a surprise to see you here, your highness.

I joined her.

- Good afternoon, Revali. How'

- What brings you here.

- Hem. I came to apologie. I must admit, I overreacted the last day and I feel bad for that. 

-Ah.

- Do you pardon me  ?

- Fine. I accept your apologies. 

- Thank you, Revali. I aslo wanted to ask you something.

- And what exactly is it ? A Hinox ? A bunch of Lizalfos ?

- Well, I... Would like you to train Link again. 

- A Link ? Count me out. 

She seemed shocked by my reaction. What did she think !?! After being ridiculed like this, she wants me to spend time with him.. AGAIN ? NO. It won't happen. 

- Hem.. Okay.

- Go see someone named Gorfo at the village he'll gladly accept this task. What's wrong, Princess ? Surprised ? Where's this knight ?

- He's at the Castle right now.

- I see. You wanted me to go there to train him so you could supervise the whole thing ? I have a question : Do you trust in me ?

She was voiceless. 

- I see. Well. Take this with you. You've made a long way here for someone you don't have faith in. 

I picked a flower in the snow and gave her.

-  Have a nice day, Princess. 

I was about to leave when she stopped me : 

- Wait. Know that I trust you, Revali. And that I'll see that Gorfo and that I understand you don't want to do it again. I just wanted to apologies and know that you are a great ally to me. I'd like to see you on my birthday and be here to accompany Link and I to Lanaryu mountain. All the other Champions will be here. I'd like to see you too. 

She gave me a letter, telling me to check it soon and respond to her.

- Cute. 

We waved our hands and she left. 

*** 

At the end of the day, the group was really happy and just couldn't wait to show their parents what their hero showed them. I was proud of myself. Proud to see their small face all excited and glittering. I did a great job today. They all increased their flying ability and now can glide and fly like they want. The parents wanted to reward me for my time. I didn't want to get paid. I only asked for a scarf. A black, white and red one. All together, the families accepted and will make me a scarf. It was the best thing I could get along with the feeling of making a difference in some people's life. 

I'm in my hidden house, deep in the mountain cold. I was near the fire, eating dried fruits again. I was in my thoughts... What will happen to us ? When Calamity Ganon will appear ? What will it results ? What will be after that ? What will our lives become ? Will we still be alive after that ?... What will I become ? I start to wonder if I'd even have something to do of my life after we'Ve defeated this... Thing.Sigh...