Me, Myself and I - English Version

This is the day... or is it ?

This is the second day that I'm with Purah. She didn't find that weird collar, but fell asleep anyway. We drank 3 coffee cups each. I wasn't a coffee type of bird before, but that's all she drinks (I'm not counting the Sake of course) She and I get along very well, as expected. We talked about Impa and ... Purah surely finds her annoying by times ! I don't see it that way, though. I think she's just more serious, wise and more careful.

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Day three. Robbie came back with Egguardian and Impa. I was nervous. Anxious. Theoretically, Impa talked to Mipha, looking for information involving her feelings and all. I'm wondering what kind of answer Mipha gave her. Robbie on the other hand is trying to wake Egguardian up. I'm really curious. I'm trying to remember anything about that small being but ... I simply don't. Maybe I saw it behind Link and Zelda sometimes. Meh.

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Day four. I didn't have the time to ask Impa yesterday. Instead, I drank Sake to forget how stressed I was. Purah was laughing at me. She says I'm weird. Me ? Weird ? But... what is weird exactly ? She says it's because I'm always in my corner, and being grumpy, but the moment I can have any attention I'll take it. That's not untrue, but that's not totally exact either. I'm just... argh. I'm complicated more than weird I'd say.  This afternoon I went to see Impa. She said that Mipha seemed indeed confused in her feelings, but that I should not put any pressure on this. Sounds good to me. It's not like I desperately wanted to tell her about that... I love her, but the fear of losing her is too important for me to do anything about it. I was simply curious and I got my answer. I thanked her and asked if I could do something in return.

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Day five. I've been spending some times around, trying to gather some information about Tuhiana. That's what Impa asked me for. Purah says her Father was originally the Fortune teller, but since he died she was now the new fortune teller. Apparently it's her father that also appeared during a mediation session, and told her about the Calamity's return. The King also saw that mysterious man in his dreams few time later. So that's what convinced him. I spent some time with Tuhiana in person as well in the afternoon. She's boring. Way too hem... fangirly.  Always cheery and taking space. Usually I like it, but she's just too much. I turn around, and almost fall because she's in my way. Every. Single. Time. She begs for pardon yadi yadda... ugh. At the same time, I tolerate her company because I get that she lost her parent figure, just like I did... and also because I'm asking her question about her past so I can stool it all to Impa. I walked home later on, and Purah was fixing her own Sheikah Piano. I took a moment to play and show her how much I've gotten better at it..!

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It's been three days and I'm still playing piano. I'm trying to learn new stuff and it's way more interesting than my drawing session from last time. I'm improving drastically.  Maybe I found a new vocation. What if I'm truly can't fly anymore ? What will I do ? I could become an artist. Of ... more of a musician. It does sound lame said this way, but anyways. I like it. Revali, once great hero, warrior, conqueror of the great calamity, now retired. Writing poetry of his battles and playing songs to soothe the dead and the living...! I get goosebumps simply by thinking about it ! I should definitely talk of it to the Royal Bard of Hyrule... if he's still alive.

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Day Nine. My wing is solidified.  I can move if without squealing. I'm beginning a new training session with Impa, the training of the soul. She says I'm too stressed out, even though that's not how I feel actually. And so we do like the other day. We sit in her kitchen, with the soothing water flowing around me, and I close my eyes to relax. I've been doing it for 4 hours now and... I feel more at ease. She says to cleanse my mind of all the negativity I've been keeping in for my whole life. It's an hard task, to say the least. I'm not totally able to do it, but still I act like I am so Impa is proud of me. All I have in mind is my father. How he betrayed me. And how I now am vulnerable of being betrayed once again. I never opened myself before. But now I have. Do I put faith in them ? Or do I close back ? Tuhiana really did mixed my point of view other other day. I found her statement stupid, but... it has stayed in my head since then... how should I feel about this ? I'm left in the doubt...