You told me that you'd never felt this before.
The higher we got the harder I fell.
It hurt every time that you lied.
It seems, rationality is not for me.
Common sense, still not working for me.
And now I know exactly what I should have said.
Thought you were my salvation.
Now,
You only want me, when she's not around.
You only want me when it's convenient,
I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
My heart has been playing tricks on my mind.
Driving me crazy but you don't see it
I don't know what's going on anymore.
You've run out of alibies now, have you?
It seems that even the blind man,
Knows his way around better than me.
You made me the queen of lost stares,
And vacant looks, on corner blocks.
I'm travelling inside my head, dreaming
And drinking all the wine, red or white.
That I have tonight, late at night,
The night slips away, until I'm numb.
Of falling asleep thinking of you,
Of hoping you walk through my door,
Even after all this time, I love you.
Of waking up with teardrops,
All over my pillow in the morning.
And I know it won't be the last time,
That I miss you
I'm the queen of lost stares,
And vacant looks, on corner blocks.
I'm travelling inside my head.
Of two-toned eyes, looking in mine,
Of holding hands, brushing lips,
And murmuring voices late at night.
Of crystal clear memories.
At midnight, when I can't sleep,
Wondering if you cry at night,
Or if she really loves you the way I do.
It hard to think about it,
Knowing that you don't think about me.
And I know it won't be the last time,
That I miss you
I'm the queen of lost stares,
And vacant looks, on corner blocks.
I'm travelling inside my head.
Please, don't become the stranger,
Who's laugh I recognize anywhere.
Who I see in crowds and groups,
When I was holding your hand,
I never felt ashamed of it all.
We were two perfect girls,
And I know it won't be the last time,
That I miss you
And when,
You kissed me time stopped.
You lifted me off the ground.
I didn't ever want to come back down.
But now,
I'm the queen of lost stares,
Of vacant looks, on corner blocks.
I'm travelling inside my head.
Sometimes I wish that the world,
Could see right through me.
And I know it won't be the last time,
That I miss you.
