Helpless

Alice

{ Final part to Alices thing :) }

Simon looks up to the sound of Josh walking through into the kitchen.
Somethings wrong.
He can tell with the way he slammed his keys on the table.
"What did you do today?"

"..We baked at dinner and then after that we watched some movies." Simon shrugs, Looking Down and speaking quietly, avoiding making eye contact with the other man.

"Was that all?" He looks at Him, the glare on his face evident as he approaches Simon. Simon backed up on instinct, back pressing against the cold tiles of their wall.

"Yes. That's all we did." He says, nodding and looking up at him, fear in his eyes unmissable if you just looked at him.
"Josh please not today."
He hated having to ask not to get hurt, but he wouldn't dare speak out.

"You're lying." He looks at Him, Ignoring his comment about the whole 'not today' thing',
If anything, that was just giving josh the reaction he wants. He knows he's scaring the blonde.

"I already told you what we were doing.." he frowns, looking up at him and shaking his head, pausing when he realised Josh was staring at something.
He follows his eyes, raising an eyebrow and pausing when he found out what he's looking at.
There's still hand prints on his waist. You can guess what Josh assumed.

"So you're cheating on me now, Simon?" He glares at Him, eyes lit up with anger as he stands in-front of him.

"No- josh, I can explain." He looks up at Him, gritting his teeth because he already knew what was about to happen, and sure enough, it did.
Josh hit him across the face, one hand over Simons mouth so the others didn't hear any cries.

"Explain then! Am I not good enough for you??" He glares, stood in-front of him and making it so that he couldn't get around him or out of the room. But Simon seemed to be looking past Josh.
Towards the door.

Josh glances over his shoulder, pausing when he sees Markus through the small gap before leaning down and kissing Simon, digging his knee up in between the boys legs a little bit so that Simon kissed him back.

Markus looks at them both, stopping and frowning, looking away, walking back to the others. He's never been hurt before, not emotionally.
Is that what it feels like?
"..Sorry, Kara. He's busy."
He must have just misunderstood it, Josh wouldn't hit Simon.
Would he?

Simon pushes Josh away when Markus is gone, Shaking his head.
"What are you doing??"
He's still angry about when Josh hit him, but he's even worse now. He likes Markus.
He hates josh.
He wants Markus.
Markus. It's all he can Bring himself to think of

"Do you want me to fight with him, Simon? If he finds out, I'll beat him too."
Although Simon figured that would be rather difficult, he decided not to say anything.
Markus was strong, but he still worried.

"Don't let him know. If he asks, tell him I was messing about." He looks at Him, biting the blondes ear before leaving the room, going to say goodbye to Kara, Alice and Luther.

Simon sits down, sighing and holding his head in his hands.
He had to tell someone.
But he couldn't.
He's scared of josh.
And it's a fear he'll never be able to get over.