Secret Star

Chapter Two

Kate dressed me in the black halter dress, I swear she better not be trying to take me clubbing or anything. We both just started our senior year of high school and I need to keep my grades up and stay focused.

Once we sneak out Kate and I put her car in neutral and push it out of the driveway, making sure not to wake my mother up.

Once we start off I ask, "where are we going?" Looking at Kate I knew that she was not going to tell me just yet.

"That's for me to know and for you to find out." she responds. This is making me nervous and I think Kate could tell so she said, "Chill its only a party I was invited to by Ryan."

I have very little idea who Ryan is because Kate talks to so many guys, as long as i'm with her at the party I can be sure that no one will pay attention to me.

When we get closer I start to hear the loud music. I try to relax myself but I can't, this is the first party I have ever been to. I was starting to sweat, I really hoped I didn't start to have one of mg anxiety attacks. Kate hasn't seen me like that and I really do not want her to.

Once we park Kate looks at me with a reassuring smile, at least i'll be going into this with my best friend. I start to calm down a bit and focus on my breathing.

Once we are inside the music becomes extremely loud and all I can smell is alcohol, no surprise there. I just hope that I can make it through the night without a drink because I have a feeling i'll be the ride home.

Just then Kate slips off with some guy i'm guessing is Ryan. I look around not really knowing who and of these people are. I decide to walk outside to get away from the smell of the alcohol.

Once I reach the back yard I feel better, taking in the fresh air calms me down.. there are just so many unfamiliar faces. Just then I'm rammed into buy some guy running backwards, I fall to the ground not really sure what's happening.

"Oh shit, I am so sorry. I didn't even know you were behind me." he says as he rolls so he's leaning over me with his hands on each side of the ground next to my head.

I look up at his face, he is so cute. He has sexy brown hair that's spiked up and the most amazing brown eyes. I scan over his face and body realizing he is topless and I can see his nicely formed abs. "I-its okay." I manage to get out of my mouth.

"Hi, i'm Justin. Once again I am really sorry about knocking you over." he says. He looks down at me waiting for me to respond, I can't help but be awe struck by his perfect jawbone and lips. I feel like I've seen him before but I don't know where.

"U-um i'm Rylee." I say looking into his gorgeous eyes. I want to kiss him. I can't help but feel sparks flying through my body and I wonder if he feels it too.

He stands up and takes my hand to help me up. Then he scans me over, taking me in for the first time. He looks back at his friends, how dumb was I to think he'd want to hang out with me?

He throws the ball back to them and says, "Hey guys i'm gonna go hangout for awhile, see you guys later."

He takes my hand and leads me out front. Putting his shirt back on he says, "You wanna get out of here and go to the park?"

I just look at him for a minute, usually I wouldn't just run off with someone I just met but this party is a little too much for me.. plus he's cute. "Sure." I tell him.

As he drives I pull out my phone and text Kate to let her know that I left the party, leaving the part about Justin out. I really don't want to get too excited and then this turns into a one night thing.

Once we reach the park Justin parks and then comes around to open my door. When I step out he takes my hand and starts walking toward the swings. I really like the way his hand feels, its strong and powerful, yet smooth and warm.

When we reach the swings I release his hand and sit down, my heart is pounding. I can't believe this is happening to me. Then I feel his strong hands on my back, he begins to start pushing me, making me go higher and higher. He then goes to the swing next to me and starts swinging.

After about ten minutes he stops, so I stop. He looks over at me struggling to slow down and chuckles. When I come to a complete stop he says, " I love coming and swinging, its like a relaxer for me."

I totally understand what he means. "Me too." I say. The park has always been an escape for me, reminding me of innocence and fun.

"Really?" he smiles and interupts my thoughts.

"Yeah, it reminds me of innocence and I like the cool breeze on my face." I say with a smile.

I don't know why but it feels so good just being here with him. He glances at his phone for the time. "Oh shit, I should probably get you home its 2 a.m." he tells me.

He comes over to me and grabs my hand walking me back to his car. Once again he opens the door for me. When he gets in he asks for my address and we start off.

The ride to my house is more calming. Then I realize something.. "My mom can't know i'm out, we will have to walk the last block." I told him.

"No problem." he responds.

Once we are a block away he parks his car. He gets out and comes around to open my door taking my hand once again. "You don't have to hold my hand." I say.

"I know I don't have to, but I want to.. if that's okay with you." he says.

I smile and say, "Yeah, its okay."

As he walks me to my house I feel our fingers begin to inertwin more, his hand feels great in mine, I can't help but smile.

He looks over at me and says, "What are you thinking about?"

I respond with, "You. I had fun tonight.. you know after we left the party. You kind of saved me, i'm not really into parties and my friend dragged me there without knowing where we were going. So really thank you for bumping into me."

He chuckles and squeezes my hand tighter. "My pleasure. I could tell you were a little out of place and I figured the park would be the perfect place to go." he says, grinning at me.

I smile back, "Its actually one of my favorite places so thank you again." Its like this kid knows me, it is weird but I like it.

I look up realizing we've reached my house. "This is it." I say. We stop and he takes me in for a hug, it's small at first but then he begins to hold me close. I'm sure I feel a tear runn down his cheek. I pull away to look at him, but he quickly wipes tear away.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"Nothing!" he responds too quickly and sounds a little angry.

I decide not to ask again because I don't want to upset him more. I squeeze his hand and kiss him on the cheek. "Goodnight." I say.

"Goodnight he says as he let's go of my hand and begins walking back to his car.

I hurry to my room, get in my pajamas, and crawl into my bed trying not to think about Justin crying.

Sorry for any errors, enjoy :)