Secret Star

Chapter Seventeen

Rylee's POV

I'm back in my old room, sitting in the corner.  "You're worthless, I don't know why your mother ever kept you. If I could get rid of you I would." Skip laughs.  "Maybe one day you'll kill yourself and I won't have to deal with you anymore." he spits on me and I feel his saliva on my face. Just as he's about to slap my face I wake up.

I'm trembling and sweating, I hate having these nightmares.  I don't get them as often as I used to but the amount of pain can never be healed.

"Hey you okay?" Cameron asks while snuggling me closer.  He smells so good. I just stare at the ceiling. "Babe are you okay?" Cam kisses my forehead.

I pull him closer and kiss his lips agressively. I just want to forget that nightmare, I run my hands down his abs stopping right at the hem of his shorts. He groans, "Rylee, don't."

"But Cam I want you so baaaaaad." I whisper in his ear and his heartbeat picks up. He grabs my hands before I can go any further.

"Rylee as much as I want to I am not doing this with you right now. I know something is wrong and I will not let you do something you'll regret in the morning." he kisses my forehead and gets off the bed. Dammit I just want him so badly.

"But Cam!" I pout.

"No, not until I know what is wrong." he grabs my hand. "We're gonna go somewhere."

He puts on a pair  of shorts and a tshirt then hands me his sweatshirt. He puts a blanket over his shoulder, "Come here princess." he picks me up bridal style and I can feel his warm  hands on my naked thighs, which  only turns me on more. We get into the elevator and I shift so my legs are around his waist.

"Rylee, you have to wait." he groans and I know he wants me too.

The elevator opens up, he brought me to the roof top. The view is spectacular, he sets me on the ledge. "Be careful I don't wanna lose you." he says. He spreads the blanket on the roof and picks me up to set me down on it.

"Cam this is amazing, oh my god." he lays down next to me and I cuddle up to him.

"So what's wrong baby girl?" he grabs my hand and rubs it with his thumb.

"I had a nightmare ab-ab-about my stepdad." he looks at me with sadness in his eyes and it breaks my heart.

"I'm sorry beautiful, but you know that you did't deserve what he did to you. He is an aweful man." I don't wanna  cry so I sit on Cam and kiss him. He kisses back, pulling me closer to him. I start to run my hands under his shirt and he stops. 

"Rylee I'm not doing this tonight. You can't use sex to run away from your problems. As hard as it is for me, I refuse to let you do that to yourself." he takes me off of him and lays me down next to him. I curl up to him and we fall asleep looking at the stars.

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I wake up to the sound of birds chirping with Cam's arms wrapped around me and our legs tangled together. I look up at his face, he's still sleeping. He looks so peaceful and gorgeous, the butterflies in my stomach are going wild. And I thought the butterflies I had for Justin were bad, these are 10x worse.

"Good moring baby girl." he smirks at me. He caught me staring.

"Good morning baby." I kiss him on the nose and he chuckles.

"You're so  cute, how'd you sleep? You didn't have another nightmare did you?" he looks worried. 

"What do you mean nightmare? And wait how did we get on the roof?" I suddenly I just got really confused.

"Wait you don't remember last night? I guess that's kinda good."

"Wait why is that good, what happened?"

"I don't wanna embaress you beautiful." he smirks.

"Cameron Alexander just tell me!"

"Well you really wanted the d out of dallas." he laughs. I blush so hard, I've never been sexually turned on while I've slept walked before.

"OMG Cam, I'm sorry... did we?" this is embarressing.

"No babe, I knew something wasn't right. We're you trying to seduce me while sleep walking?" he laughs.

"Eh.. maybe. What can I say you're attractive even when I'm unconcious." we both laugh.

"CAMERON, RYLEE ARE YOU UP HERE?" Jacob comes toward us, his face is pale. "Rylee I have some terrible news... your mom she-she's dead.

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