Growing up Chae-young was a very chubby little girl.She was teased a lot about her weight from many people especially from boys but luckily she had an older brother that looked after her and he would always be by her side his name was Jimin. As time...
As my eyes became heavy, I knew I was going to go into a slumber soon.
I woke up in which I realized it was my old room. I looked around but noticed a girl crying in the corner of my room. "Chaeyoung," I whispered as I looked at myself crying in the corner. "I remember this night, Its the night when-."
"How could he leave me." I saw myself say and chucked a picture from where I was sitting in the corner. I looked at the pictured and saw the same one I had earlier today. The same picture of me and Jungkook swinging on the swings.
"How could he leave me for popularity." I heard myself say and it was like all those feelings I had then came and struck me again in where I hurt most, My heart. I felt my eyes sting.
"Am I that ugly." She said as she looked up at me and I was a little started so I moved away as her gaze was still where I was standing. I looked behind me and saw she was staring at herself in the mirror.
Her eyes were swollen by crying too much. Her face was swollen as well. Seeing myself like this only brought painful memories. I closed my eyes as I felt my warm tears trickle down my cheek.
"Your just a loser Chaeyoung, A fat and pathetic loser." She said and I opened my eyes back up to see her standing up from where she was sitting at walking towards the mirror. "I HATE YOU CHAEYOUNG, I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!." She punched the mirror so hard and it shattered into pieces while cutting her knuckles severely. She stumbled to the floor as she screamed in agony while tears streamed down her face.
The door opened and a young boy sprinted to the girl on the floor. He grabbed her and held her in his arms. "Chae, what have you done to yourself." He said as the girl calmed down in his embrace but she never stopped crying.
I fell to the floor and never-ending tears flowed down my cheek, soaking the t-shirt I was wearing.
I woke up crying. My clothes were soaked with sweat and tears. I heard the door creak open.
" Chaeyoung-ah are you awake." I started to cry again knowing my oppa was on the other end of the door. "Ye-yes." I stuttered from crying and Jimin came straight in with a worried face.
"What happened Chae." He said and I just broke down and he quickly pulled me into his embrace.
"Am I ugly," I said because that's what I told him on that night.
He looked at me, "Dreaming about that night again huh." I nod slowly as he held me tighter. "You will never be ugly Chaeyoung. You have grown up into such a beautiful young lady which is why I'm so protective over you with other boys. You have that personality that makes you a boy magnet Chae because it's so loving and funny at the same time." I smile at his words and felt him let go. I looked at him as he smiled at me.
"Stop thinking about those times but don't try to forget it, because those times made you the person you are today." I nod to show I understood. "Those people who hurt you back then are the ones that made you less naive." He said as he stood up. " Get some rest Chaeyoung, Its 3 in the bloody morning." He said as I chuckle and watched as he left the room.
I don't think I'm getting any more rest tonight.
Jimin P.O.V
As I walked out of Chaeyoungs room I was faced with a worried Jungkook. I chuckled at how confusing this kid is.
"If you're going to ask if she's okay, Shes not," I said as I was going to walk past him.
"Why was she crying." He said and I blankly replied."You."
He sighed and I stopped in my tracks.
"Go back to your room Jungkook and sleep, Make sure not to wake the Hyungs while you're at it," I said as I faced him.
He nodded." I'm sorry." He said." I think you should be apologizing to my sister, not me." I said as he lowed his head. I sighed. "Its been a long time Jungkook, I thought she was over it. I guess not. Go to sleep now." I said as I returned to making my way to my room.
"I don't think I'm going to be getting anymore rest tonight." Jungkook mumbled to himself.
Authors note: (To all the girls who are feeling down about themselves and are insecure about either their body or themselves in general, Someone is always there for you. Always talk to someone about it whether it is you friends or your family, Talking to someone wont make you feel worse it will make you feel lighter inside. Having someone there that knows your situation will make you feel like your not going through this alone. I hope you enjoy this chapter and see the special bond between Jimin and rose. Thank you to all the readers and keep enjoying.)
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