#RandomThoughts

Random Thoughts #4

#1

She asked me "hanggang kailan kaya 'to?" and "kailan ka kaya magsasawa sa'kin?". And I replied with a laugh saying "as long as hindi mo ako pinapatigil, I won't"

If you found a girl in your life like this, or a girl who could reflect yourself more than anyone else, keep her.
Nobody got a chance to meet someone like them and you're completely a fucking idiot if you lose her because of your stupidity in life.
They're rare precious diamonds, idiot, keep her. And so am I to fox *laughs*

#2

"Labingapat para sa siyam"

Labingapat na letra.
Tatlong salita.
Iyan ang sinabi mo sa akin kanina.
Simpleng salita,
Pero sobrang sakit na
tila puso ko'y patuloy na nasisira.
Lagi mong binabalewala
ang siyam na letra,
ang dalawang salita,
gamit ang labingapat na letra,
ang tatlong salita,
"Hindi kita mahal" ang sagot mo sa'king "Mahal kita",
ang salitang sumira sa puso ng isang makata.

#3

Hindi mo kasi naappreciate 'yung pagpupuna niya sa pagkukulang niya sa'yo kasi alam niyang hindi siya sapat kaya naghanap ka ng ibang tao para ipuna lang 'yung pagkukulang niya.
In short,
Hindi ka marunong makuntento sa isa.

#4

Fear of pain because of love is the main reason why she doesn't want to love again.

But I knew she just wanted to be loved back. And that's what I'm doing.

#5

 You're a thief! Didn't you know?
You stole my attention before. and now, you stole my heart!

Then what else do you want to steal from me? My surname?

Nah, don't steal it. 'cause I'll give it to you.

#6

I want to be the main reason why you smile.
I want to be the main reason why your tummy have butterflies.
I want to be the main reason why your nerves are tangled.
I want to be the main reason why you're happy.
I want to be it all.
Because you're all the reason of these to me.

#7

I could be the one that you need, if you just let me try.

#8

"Four Seasons of Love"
Collaboration work of r. logophile and Zayghan Deu

Mistakenly took your feeling for love
That's why we failed in the end
Broken heart scattered all over
After the mess and mistake we made.

Mess is what we got
After the mistakes we laid out involuntarily
Burning our soul
Killing each other

Breaking hearts and breaking souls
Tearing us apart, reaping what we sow
For the moment you're leaving behind that door
I already knew this isn't love

Leaving is the only hope
For giving both of us anew
Like a spring after winter
A sun ray after the storm

I knew that flowers would bloom again
For another season came to my life
Cold winter passed by to us
Leaving it behind, preparing for the coming summer

I don't like the burning heat
It's like reminding of that burning love
Causing us fall apart
Summer is not my season,
autumn it is

For I always used to the coldness of winter
After the disappointment of autumn
No heat can melt my frozen self
No, not even summer

Rain is the only company
Thunder is the soundtrack
Sweet heartbeats long forgotten
Madness laughing in our head

#9

"Aces"
My little fragile heart races
As I talk to a girl with braces
she tangled my nerves like shoelaces
and her warmth to me embraces  

#10

 I need a happy pill.
I want to be someone's happy pill,

and not someone's burden again.

#11

Just because I said, doesn't I mean all of it.

#12

Sana kaya ko ding palitan ka agad tulad ng pagsuko mo agad sakin.

#13

How ironic for those toxic people who doesn't want toxic people too. Funny to think that they're hating their own kind.

#14

Never chase a bone which is already in the mouth of another dog.
Remember, you're a human, not a dog.

#15

Never revenge. Let karma do all the work for you, darling.

#16

Huwag na huwag kang magiging isang buwan na umiikot sa isang planeta na umiikot din sa isang araw. Dapat ikaw mismo ang maging araw. Kasi kung ikaw ang buwan, iiwan ka din ng mundo mo 'pagdating ng araw.

#17

It's so hard to be strong and to hold on if the one who makes you strong is already weak now and barely holding on to you.

#18

Being in a relationship with same sex is never and will never be a "sakit sa ulo". What's really a pain in the head is you people telling toxic comments and sermons and badmouthing about our relationship.
So if you got nothing good to say,
then please keep quiet and leave us be.

#19

If I died and reincarnated to another body,
I will find your reincarnated body and love you again.

#20

Shakespearean Sonnet Poetry:
"The Promise Kept Forever"

As long as I can breathe, I will love you
Even though my love isn't that enough
Please do say you won't give me up too
For your absence would break my heart in half
My words cannot describe the agony
of losing you nor just thinking of it
'cause I want you to spend your life with me
until we're white haired who just want to sit
Please, Annie, do not give up on us
I know you do love me, and so was I
Staying strong and being strong is a must
Tell me you won't give up and you won't lie
I will always love you to the stars
to the end, just like I did from the start