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"Lee I'm pregnant"
I don't even know I managed to say those words out loud. He just stands there stunned, expressionless. At this point it can go either way, him excepting and supportive or against it.
"Lee you in there" I say Waving my hands around in front of his face.
"Did you just say you were pregnant?" Tilting his head to the side.
"Surprise" I try to turn it around with a bit of humour.
"Shelly if this is a joke it's not a good one." He's angry.
"No lee this is not a joke." Placing my bald up fists on my hips. "Olivia made me take a test yesterday. She realized some pregnancy Symptoms even before I did." I start to pace the length of his rooms trying to explain more of what happened yesterday. "Please don't hate me Lee. I can't have you hating me. Please." I'm begging him at this point to be supportive of me.
"Shelly I could never hate you. A little disappointed yes but never hate." He strides over to be engulfing me in a hug. "I'll always be there for you not matter what. Your my sister." He soothes me.
Full on crying session had gone down with Lee in his room for a couple hours freaking out. Talking back and forth about how our parents might react. Thinking about it makes me sick but I know I'll have to tell them soon but Noah should know first.
"So when are you going to tell him" Lee asks from his computer chair.
"Well I'm kind of mad at him at the moment." Looking down at my feet. "Who's this Amy girl?" I ask looking up at him finally.
"I figured something was going on with you two. He called me freaking out a little bit ago, not being able to reach you. And as for Amy she's just his project partner. Why?" He's asks
"Did you not see the picture she posted on instagram. She's wearing his clothes."
"No I didn't" he grabs his phone and start snapping away. A second later there's anger written all over his face.
"I'm going to beat the fuck out of him if he cheated on you. I swear to god." Lee huffed, running a hand in his hair out of frustration. "Did you ask him about it?" He looks up at me.
"Well I was planning on calling him right when I saw it but the I was so mad so I didn't. And here I am now with a bun in the oven." I let out with one swift breath.
"I'll find out what's going on for you."
"Thanks Lee."
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For the next week I've been waking up at least twice a night to vomit my brains out. Gross I know. My brain still can't wrap around that I'm going to be a mom, it's freaking me out. Tomorrow I have an appointment at the doctors for my first check up, Lee will be coming with me. Tuppen, Olivia and lee are the only ones that know my little secret. After the check up though i will be telling my dad about it. Things like this I really wish my mom was here to help me.
I've also been ignoring Noah's calls too. My hormones are out of whack and I'm overly angry. Sucks not being able to talk to him about this stuff but I just can't believe he would cheat on me.
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The doctors appointment went really well, cried through the whole thing. Lee shed a a couple tears but won't admit to it. I'm about 8 weeks, baby looks good it's the size of a grape.
Laying on my bed starring at the ultra sound picture "I'm going to try and do whatever I can for you not matter what happens." Rubbing my hand over my belly. Which I think you can see a tiny bump now due to my small frame. Trying to push past the fact that no one else knows I'm pregnant other than my close friends. My head is clouded with the thought of people talking about me in a negative way at school when I start to show more. Ugh my clothes.
I send a text to lee.
Lee: you ok?
Elle: yeah just thinking about things. Am I showing?
Lee: maybe a lil bit but if u get a size up from ur clothes ur all good.
Elle: thanks for the support btw today I really needed it. Now I just have to tell my dad and brad then ur parents. Oh an Noah.
Lee: when are u going to tell Noah? Maybe u should tell him first. Either way I'm here for you.
Noah: Shelly we need to talk. Please call me ASAP
What am I going to do? He's for sure breaking up with me now.
Sorry it's taken so long but I'll try my best. I'm 100% not done with this book yet and will finish it slowly.
What do you think Noah's text is all about??
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