❝ it is all the same, kim namjoon will love her, and he will love him. at least that is as clear as the moon in the nighttime and as the sun in the day. it is the way that the world works. who is he to bring turmoil to it? ❞
- a story between the be...
"Ahhhh" Jin screeched covering his...intimate parts.
"Ahhhhhh" Namjoon screamed back covering his not so innocent eyes. "I'll be outside" Namjoon squealed out and tried to leave but in his rush he slammed his head against the door.
Yelping in genuine pain he fell backwards on to the cold marble tile. And then he just layed there unmoving, and still. As the pain in his head made his vision blurry.
"Holy shit" Jin screeched accidentally cussing, that didn't usually happen.
Grabbing a towel and wrapping it quickly around his waist, he rushed over to Namjoon. Almost tripping himself, he winched as he saw the red bump on Namjoon's forehead. That had to hurt.
"Are you okay Namjoon?" he asked concerned, but all Namjoon did was moan as he lay on the floor rubbing his forehead. He could barely see Jin in front of him, it hurt.
"It was so hard" Namjoon finally muttered.
"Huh"
"The door was hard" wincing in pain Namjoon pulled himself up "It hurts."
"Let me get the first aid kit" Jin said concerned, Namjoon was such a clumsy fool. Jin sighed he couldn't believe he'd forgotten to lock the bathroom door, all this could have easily been avoided.
As Jin turned around Namjoon couldn't help but admire his back. Damn. Jin sure was worldwide handsome.
His chest was gorgeous too, hard abs covering his body as he walked away. Groaning Namjoon looked away, this wasn't right.
Returning Jin carefully placed himself on the ground feeling a bit uncomfortable.
All he had on was his towel, wrapping it tighter around his waist. He took out one of the bandages and started applying medicine on Namjoon's head and some on to the bandage.
Relaxing into the comfort of Jin's cool fingers against his forehad, closing his eyes tightly Namjoon asked "Tell me Jin, does anybody love me."
The way his voice cracked and the way he sounded broken was shattering Jin's heart. "I love you, Joon." He replied looking anywhere but Namjoon, his face had already started turning pink.
"And I love you, but does anyone actually love me as more...than a friend" Namjoon whispered back unsure of why he was whispering.
I do, you baboon Jij internally thought but instead replied bitterly "What about your girlfriend."
Namjoon laughed a dry humorless laugh "She doesn't love me, she told me herself." He wiped the tears that he hadn't noticed had even started forming "She'll never love me."
Jin was shocked to say the least, what was going on? "Why are you with her then" he asked trying not to show the anger and pent up frustration he felt inside. Namjoon was with an idiot who couldn't see what was right in front of her it seemed.
"She's the only one, who wants me, even if it's just for my money. At least someone wants me" Namjoon replied.
Jin knew Namjoon's self esteem was low. But he never knew it was this low, low enough to think this. Why would he ever dare to think that?
Namjoon deserved better, someone who would care for me. Someone who would actually raise his self esteem, someone who would care. Someone who could be his friend, but his lover at the same time.
Someone who loved him, someone who would tell him his lame jokes everyday. Someone who would compliment him even if he looked terrible. Jin wanted to be that person. Jin could be that person.
"I-I want you" Jin uttered finally confessing the feelings he had held in for about three years.
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Oof, good luck Jin.
In other news, why do I stress about the most random things. That shouldn't even matter.
Like, I literally had anxiety about a show.😩
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